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[gregoryhouse_md]

Liz finally answered me. Took a while but I got a response. I thought I'd be happy getting a response, rather I was quite bitter because 1) it took so long and 2) I am probally going to be right about that 5 months thing. The worst part is I don't care anymore. I mused a bit with the idea that I am incapable of loving another human being. It has

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[totalabnegation]

Well, World of Warcraft has not only consumed my soul, it has regurgitated it and fed it to cows. So yeah, sorry about that. If I wasn't studying or messing around with my laptop, I've been playing WoW

[useless_genin]

There go those darned expectations again. I greatly dislike them for no other reason that they make you more inclined to dissappointment even though you can feel twenty times greater if it's exceeded

[gregoryhouse_md]

In regards to being bitter about Liz not talking to me its mainly due to IMing her while she is on and either NOT getting a reply ever or finally getting one 7+ hours afterward. Yes, she was online and there was no away message.

[gregoryhouse_md]

Sadly I think Chase puts it, "I've given him enough hugs, and he has given me enough disappointments." - Season 1 EP 13: Poison

Him can be viewed as life in general.

As for the difference between now and then...I did care more about things then than I do now. I have nothing in my life that I love. I still care deeply for my family and friends...but I'm just much better and cutting the emotional bonds now. I think this is a reinforced behavior though, considering how much crap Jack and others have put me through. I just want to be as I once was. I think back to those times and I cry sometimes. Not boohoo or lots of water works...but a silent tear and its over. Its a sad thing for me to know that I was once happy and I am now absolutely miserable. I could be world reknowned and I would still be miserable. I am damaged.

[inn0c3nc3lost]

loving yourself is overrated :O

[gregoryhouse_md]

Making love to yourself however is gross :P

[inn0c3nc3lost]

thats what you need the girls for :D lmfao j/k

[gregoryhouse_md]

Actually you're right >.>;;;;

[angel_wisp]

...
you need sex.

[gregoryhouse_md]

O_O WHAT?!

[angel_wisp]

That seems to solve everyone's problems!!!!!!!!!!!!

[gregoryhouse_md]

Fine, lets have sex o_O