I'm tired. And ranting.
So today I remembered why I'm not usually a nice(thats the wrong word sort of but it's almost midnight and I'm freaking tired) person. The nice one always ends up getting screwed over in the end. It's kind of a long, slightly ridiculous story but I can't sleep so I'm going to vent.
Anyways I've liked this one guy for awhile. We're pretty good friends and he's just one of those guys girls seem to adore so I can't really help liking him. I told someone I thought was my best friend(I'm really not sure anymore) that I liked him and then after summer break I found out they'd started dating. It kind of hurt a lot. But since I hadn't seen them all summer I forgave her because she probably thought I'd stop liking him or something. They broke up about a month and bit ago though and then like two weeks ago at a party my sister and him ended up making out at a party. My sister said she didn't like him though, she was just drunk and I believed her. I told my friend I still liked him and she told me I should try and make a move or whatever this weekend at another friends birthday party. She kept telling me she was sure he liked me and that we'd be so cute together and stuff like that. Well on Friday night I found out she'd been secretly dating him again for awhile because they'd broken up because of her parents last time. A few minutes before she told me that she'd been telling me I should go after him. So I'm like completely confused and kind of pissed at her and I really don't know what to do.
To make things wore last night at the party she got drunk and told EVERYONE they were dating. My sister was also at the party and found out and pretty much ran into the other room and started bawling. Turns out she really liked him and she'd said she didn't after they made out because she thought one of her friends liked him. I went to talk to him and he told me he was only going out with my "best friend" again because he thought my sister didn't like him. My sister totally freaked out on him though and started screaming at him and calling him a dick and my "best friend" a slut because apparently she knew my sister liked him too when she went out with him. Today though he ended up dumping my "best friend" and my sister and him had a long talk on the phone and everythings good between them again. I wouldn't be surprised if they start dating soon...
So I'm out a best friend because honestly what kind of person dates a guy that two of their friends like, lies to them about it and encourages them to go after him? Probably a bitch thats who. But I really don't know what to think. All I know is that I'm not going to be talking to her for a long time. And I pretty much have to give up on the guy because my sister likes him and I can't really do that to her. Now I'm kind of upset with myself because I didn't do anything and I can't anymore. It really sucks. Ever since I've started coming out of my little ball of social outcastness I keep really wanting to just dive back in. I'm tired of all this stupid high school crap. So yeah I'm confused and tired. And I really want some ice cream.
In other news I think I'm going to take a mental health day and not go to school tommorrow. It's very bad of me considering I have math and double chemistry and socials work to finish but I don't freaking care. I need to sleep.
Anyways I've liked this one guy for awhile. We're pretty good friends and he's just one of those guys girls seem to adore so I can't really help liking him. I told someone I thought was my best friend(I'm really not sure anymore) that I liked him and then after summer break I found out they'd started dating. It kind of hurt a lot. But since I hadn't seen them all summer I forgave her because she probably thought I'd stop liking him or something. They broke up about a month and bit ago though and then like two weeks ago at a party my sister and him ended up making out at a party. My sister said she didn't like him though, she was just drunk and I believed her. I told my friend I still liked him and she told me I should try and make a move or whatever this weekend at another friends birthday party. She kept telling me she was sure he liked me and that we'd be so cute together and stuff like that. Well on Friday night I found out she'd been secretly dating him again for awhile because they'd broken up because of her parents last time. A few minutes before she told me that she'd been telling me I should go after him. So I'm like completely confused and kind of pissed at her and I really don't know what to do.
To make things wore last night at the party she got drunk and told EVERYONE they were dating. My sister was also at the party and found out and pretty much ran into the other room and started bawling. Turns out she really liked him and she'd said she didn't after they made out because she thought one of her friends liked him. I went to talk to him and he told me he was only going out with my "best friend" again because he thought my sister didn't like him. My sister totally freaked out on him though and started screaming at him and calling him a dick and my "best friend" a slut because apparently she knew my sister liked him too when she went out with him. Today though he ended up dumping my "best friend" and my sister and him had a long talk on the phone and everythings good between them again. I wouldn't be surprised if they start dating soon...
So I'm out a best friend because honestly what kind of person dates a guy that two of their friends like, lies to them about it and encourages them to go after him? Probably a bitch thats who. But I really don't know what to think. All I know is that I'm not going to be talking to her for a long time. And I pretty much have to give up on the guy because my sister likes him and I can't really do that to her. Now I'm kind of upset with myself because I didn't do anything and I can't anymore. It really sucks. Ever since I've started coming out of my little ball of social outcastness I keep really wanting to just dive back in. I'm tired of all this stupid high school crap. So yeah I'm confused and tired. And I really want some ice cream.
In other news I think I'm going to take a mental health day and not go to school tommorrow. It's very bad of me considering I have math and double chemistry and socials work to finish but I don't freaking care. I need to sleep.