So apparently I'm like a disgrace to the family and a failure at life... They haven't directly told me that but I've come to that conclusion.. Every since I started college, all me and my parents do is argue and it's gotten progressively worse... I pretty much failed out my first semister and every since they've been up my ass about school.. Ok ( Read more... )

so me and Jeff are no longer together.. All because he's a lying drunk bastard.. Friday night he lied to me, said he was going to sleep early, instead went to a party, got drunk and hooked up with someone.. end of story...

Christmas is less than 48 hours away.. And for once in my life I don't want it to come.. It doesn't feel like the holidays anymore. It's not the same without Poppy here.. Thanksgiving sucked, all we did was argue.. And Christmas Eve and Christmas Day are gonna be exactly the same.. Like seriously, it's not Christmas, today it was what 60 degrees, ( Read more... )

R.I.P. Poppy....

September 18th, 2006.

I miss you so much already,
but you're finally with
Grandma again, so I know
you're better off up there
watching over all of us...

I love you Poppy..

For the past six months or so I've been trying to turn my life around for the better. Alot of shit happened my senior year and my entire time in high school that I would just love to forget. But of course you can't just forget it, it will always be with you, you just have to learn to deal with it and move on. Like the old saying "What dosn't kill ( Read more... )

wow it's been along time since i wrote anything.. well lets see i started college yesterday. i totaled the wagon on monday ( Read more... )

I'm Finally LEGAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The past 5 or 6 days have been total hell for me. I'm beginning to lose the most important thing/person i have in my life, Cody. He decided that we should be on a break so thats where we are rite now and I'm not very happy about it. All I want to do is just cry and never stop, until this break is over. But I don't know when that is going to be and ( Read more... )

Wow... I haven't updated in so long!!! SO heres my update....

First: MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!! Christmas was good to me this year, I got alot of the shit I wanted, *Cold Air Intake* *Euro Taillights*

Second Announcement: I'm Gonna be a Sister/Cousin-In-Law, my cousin Johnny (who is like my big brother) and his girlfriend Karla are ( Read more... )

wow i haven't updated in a long time. alot has been happening too..... yea, first off i'll begin with Cody you are by far the awesomest person ever! Secondly, i love my god son Caleb *trippys doll*! Thirdly, im sry to every1 that i've pissed off or hurt in the past few weeks...... like i said a lot has been happening lately like in the past 2 or 3 ( Read more... )