saturday
so, saturday was by far the best day ive possibly ever had. Ok, well, it started out boring, i was cleaning house all day, as usual, then im like, "ok mom, im leaving!!!"
off to justins house i go.
so, we get to justins and goof off for a little while, his mom gets home, we goof off some more. then, "Bye justins mom!!!"
off to mission possible.
so, we get to mission possible, and have, i think, as i lay dying, playing, very loudly. then we get out and start playing hackysack in the parking lot. managed not to hit a single car other then jays =-). the we were all like, "lets go, lets go, lets go!!!"
off to the shma, where my night officially became one of the best ever.
so we get to the shma about an hour early and goof off in the parking lot while waiting for becki and kaylee to get there, so i call them, and some guy answers the phone, i go, "sorry i think i have the wrong ###" so i call again, the guy answers again. i look around the parking lot, knowing something is really weird about this whole thing. i call her again, and it turns out shes in the parking space right behind us. and was there before us. so we wait an hour or so, and help the band people unload some of there stuff. then we went and messed around in the church some while we waited to pay.
ok, so, now we have paid, and are good to go.
so, we get in side, me justing and jay sit there for a little while, eventually i head over towards kaylee, becki was like hiding or something and being all antisocial. but turns out they were about to come and say hey to us. so now im hanging out with becki and kaylee's group. jay and justin eventually join me.
ok, so, shma is almost started.
ok, so its about to start now, and i notice this girl. she has shortish blonde hair, beautiful eyes, an amazing voice, and a slender body. she was wearing a green jacket with i think some white and blue on it, with a white shirt on under it. she had on blue jeans, and converses as well. so i decide, im going to find out who she is before the nights over. well i had noticed her before, but didnt say anything cause me justing and jay were just kinda sitting on the stairs talking. but after we all started talking(we being my group, and kaylees group), i started to like this girl more, and more, and more. she started asking people to like dance with her and stuff, and im thinking to myself, i want to, i want to!!! but i couldnt get the words out of my mouth. stupid me, i wish i had. me and her both agreed that the first band sucked(no offense to anyone in the band that reads this, not that they will) so i told her it will get better, and heavier and stuff, which it did. eventually the pits started and justin jumped in, jay later on got in a circle pit. so, i eventually have her try to teach me to 2step, i was able to get the hand part down, but not the foot work(ill have to practice that), but i can to the kicking part really good, and found a nice way to enter a mosh pit.
after the 2step lessons.
im still hanging out with her, i dont remember when, but at some point in time while we were there, kaylee decided to take pictures of random stuff. so, we go outside, and elizabeth, the girl i keep talking about and cant stop thinking about, walks up to it like shes advertising it, you know, like the people do on tv? and yea, it was funny. so then the music starts again.
were now back inside.
eventually elizabeth gets in the pit. i think she had fun, it looked like she did. its now War of Ages playing by the way. but she kept giveing me hugs, along with jay and justin, and i was thinking and stuff, and i eventually asked her for her number, and she said ok!!! yay!!! very much happy!!!
ok, so i have her number!!! yay!!!
after that, i just kinda hung out the rest of the night, and stayed with her till it was time to leave. then, it ends. and since i had to wait till the end of the shma to get her number since her phone was in her jacket, i got her number. yay!!! and then we had to leave and stuff, and i got all sad =-( i didnt want to go away. so i sent her 2 text messages that night, i didnt know if she would be home and asleep yet or not, and i didnt want to wake her. and i was really nervous, i didnt know if she would return my calls and stuff, and i wanted to talk to her really bad, to the point that when i got home, i started trying to find out if she had an lj or myspace,so i could get an aim name, and was up till around 3-5, i lost track of time, and was never able to find out.
ok, so now were at atrox, im going to keep this part short and leave out alot of the important stuff that lead up to this, but some gay black guy ended up holding jays and/or justins hand.
ok, now its sunday.
i got up this morning, waited till around 12 and tryed to call her a few times after that, i left her 2 voicemails, hoping she would return my calls. and she did!!!!! yay!!!!! happiness!!!! now im going to wait till tomorrow and talk to her again, and see if she has plans for fall break yet, or if she wants to go do something. i hope she can, really badly, i want to go hang out with her again.
ok, well, i have to be up at 6 and at svta by 730, so im going to go to bed.
if someone reads this, and is able to tell elizabeth this, tell her im thinking about her, and would like it if she could call me tomorrow, any time will be fine, ill be at shades valley building a robot thingy, so i wont be very busy i dont think, but yea, just ask her to call me if you can please.
ok, off to bed now, and the point in this post is that i met somebody, not just any somebody, this is the most beautiful, awesome, and amazing girl ive ever met, and i like her, ALOT, and i just thought i should share my joy with everyone else!! so yea, i cant stop thinking about her for anything, i layed in bed all night till i fell asleep just wondering if i would ever get to see her again. then came the still darkness of the night that slowly took me into a dreamless sleep, that finally, was without sorrow of any kind.
off to dream till the morning light wakes me from my silent slumber, tomorrow ill call her, ill talk to her, and ill continue to be happy knowing ive found someone. i think ill ask her out.
I WANT STARBUCKS!!!