Okay, so yesterday the assignment in creative writing was to write a poem about a childhood memory that you buried, possibly traumatic. Well, I don't have any of those, but I have been rehearsing a monologue about abortion. So I wrote an abortion poem.
It was an accident.
We hadn't meant for
it to happen.
But it had.
I found out and
cried.
He found out and
yelled.
I had to take care
of it.
It was my fault,
after all.
So I did.
It was done.
Quickly and quietly.
Now I am broken.
Dead and buried.
Cut and carved.
And he doesn't care.
But he doesn't know,
how it felt,
how I felt.
Hope,
that I wouldn't be alone anymore.
Excitement,
that I would have someone to take care of.
Now I feel nothing.
Emptiness.
Hollowness.
I had something beautiful,
something wonderful,
something to be proud of.
He gave it to me,
and then he took it away.
I can't even cry,
can't scream,
can't moan.
There is nothing left.
They took that out of me too.
Leaving only an
empty
shell.