When life gives you shit - you make...shitaki mushroom soup? I don't know, but that's what I'm getting these days. It sucks pretty much. I'm scared, mixed up, confused, tired, worried, HURT...oh so hurt. It's like it's been a lie for so long and I don't even know what is real anymore. I wish I did. I wish I didn't know sometimes. I wish I didn't ( Read more... )

today it is 3 years - alas nothing different happened. a little on the sad side. okay, a lot, but i'm not going to dwell. i can't wait for this semester to be over - or at least the next two weeks. i need a little normalcy in my life.

so, i am at work...kind of. i got sent away to stuff envelopes. then they sent me away again because they had to have a meeting. good times. my eyes are watery from doing nothing. stuffing envelopes is super boring. and there are 2000! ick. i go home soon and i'm glad. that's all for now.

Well, again I will remark on the fact that either (a) no one reads this or (b) they don't believe that I do infact enjoy getting comments here. Oh well - it's been almost a month. First semester ended, break happened, and then second semester began. Yesterday. Things are going well so far. I'm kind of lonely today though. It was very hard waking up ( Read more... )

I need a hug. and some energy. and some motivation. I'm so tired - worn out. Damn orgo. I can't wait to go home. Friday!!
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Well, I wanted to wish people a Happy Thanksgiving. I think it might be my favorite holiday. I mean, it's all about getting together with family and having a good time and a good meal! No Hallmark hype or crazy shopping pressure. I like it. I know I am a day late, but yesterday was busy and I'm just chilling right now. Hope the world out there is

Well, as the subject says...It is a rainy Monday. Boo. They make me feel so sleepy and down. I'm trying to get some work done so I can attempt to go to bed early tonight. I'm so tired. Tomorrow is my last Orgo lab. Today was my second to last physics lab. Tomorrow is my last Anatomy lab before the review. Semester is winding down. It went really ( Read more... )

Hi,
I just wanted to update. and say. That life is good. I could use a hug and a day off, but ya know.....things are good. 25 days by the way. That's all.
~me.

So, I am in one of those moods. I'm somewhat bothered by people, but at the same time I am seeing their beauty. I'm missing people and lonely, but also loving every single breath I take. My heart aches both with longing and with love and joy. I'm tired, but energized. I'm sick, but healthy. Ever feel that way? I have lots of questions and things I ( Read more... )