a heartfelt apology

[gretchesketch]

i really miss all you guys...i know you probably don't believe it, as i've made no real attempt at contacting any of you, and for that, i'm sorry. really. i don't know if i could possibly describe how sorry i am.it's completely unfair, and doesn't put much positive reflection on me as a friend.i promise i'm going to try to be better; you all mean

Comments

[no_bah_dee]

It almost sounds as if you care for someone that is not directly involved with you, but in light you just got really scared about death and wanted everyone to look at you in a better way. How pathetic. Sorry to spoil the 'floating on cloud nine' feeling for you, but these posts make me want to shoot myself.

[gretchesketch]

or it could just be that i came to the realization that if i don't treat my friends a little better, then i just might find myself with none at all. and if you read it properly, you would see that there was no "floating on cloud nine" about it, just plain old "shit, i feel kinda bad."