I want to call you and tell you I love you.

I can't do that. So I am posting it in my journal.

.. That's all.

= todays calories.

Fuck it.

I am keeping the cat.

I think I am goign to put the bed back together, so i can get one last night of decent sleeping.

I wish Brian wouldn't drive off all the time, when we're in the middle of a conversation.
Not so much of a conversation, as me saying "I love you -- I'm sorry" over and over.

:|

"Conversations kill

a mexican wants to take me out for drinks. he calls me 'purple hair'.

our lady peace is on the radio.

i am one sad motherfucker.

I have no reason to delete my journal! I am not sad ( Read more... )

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i'm so nervous about brian i feel like i'm gonna puke ( Read more... )

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so i walked to fred meyer and bought 2 household necessities ( Read more... )

i am going back to sleep. well, to try to sleep. the floor hurts. i have bruises ( Read more... )

Prostitutes for BUSH!
Your tax cuts are OUR income!I swear to God -- if Bush wins, I'm going to attempt assasination. Chop off the head, and the body will still run around confused and angry. I can't say I'll try to kill half of America, but I can say I'll try to kill the man who leads the retards ( Read more... )