Ok so I'm supposed to be off on a school vacation, but I didn't go. Because instead, I think, I'm taking everything to the goodwill truck. I have too much shit. I live in a piece of shit house. I am surrounded by piece of shit Friends who aren't helpful FOR FUCKING ANYTHING. I wish the house would just burn down, but it isn't going to, so I have to ( Read more... )

I need to start journaling again. Too many things happen every day and they get all mixed up in my head ( Read more... )

i have to stop being sad. what the fuck is wrong with me, that i am so sad? fuck you, monkey genetics ( Read more... )

Today I listend to U2 and went in the car with my dad and his girlfriend, to cannon beach ( Read more... )

Fixin' to lose weight.
Good plan. Good job, Me.

Damn, I am hell of depressed.
And so very, very hungry and exhausted.

Wish I'd stop bleedin already, god damnit do I really have to lose a liter of blood every month, that's insane

testing one two hello

i'm not faring terribly. that's all, really.
not concerned about the lack of breathing and excess of bloody sputum. aint no thaaaang

need to get out of house. tomorrow, for sure. just so fucking exhausted.
need to interact with living beings tomorrow. yes. so no one gets mauled.

My palms are shiny mother of pearl alabastery pearly pearl color. and so very shiny.
that is strange. why is that.

my shoulders all align from this mysterious upper respiratory affliction.

it's a beautiful day in november. november is almost up. time slips away from me, on this damned machine here. time goes too quickly.

well FML i have got two active LJs. How did that ever come up

it will be a confusing mess, for the gretta of the future, and also probably of the present.

went and saw the princess bride and it depressed the fuck out of me because i got a brain problem because i married some fucking awesome dude and then he kind of halfway divorced me and most of my heart is missing and may it remain so for ever because i aint never gonna love anyone ever again. adore, respect, enjoy, adventure with, yeah but love is ( Read more... )