running thought the dark like a mad manwith a light no where to trun..No light and no more pain quit to hear no noise lossing all the pain no more cring no more pain that way it is..pushing and pushing hitting the wall over and over not careing no more no more..Dreaming to fly not to touch the ground with my feet feeling the air against my face and ( Read more... )

Hey it been some time sent I have been on this thing well for one I have some teeth pull and the pain pill have work for the pain..Two been under so much stress that im feel like im going to pop in a bad way..I have someone that I want to be with but right now im in so much pain I dont want to be around any one but me so I dont yell or say any ( Read more... )

Well lets see here for one why dose it feel like everything is on my shoulders it feels like I am the one that has to find a place and look even if I dont find one and my deers love dose she dose not what to call them that my job..Two it feel like the world is on my shoulder to much sh@t is going on now I dont understand how thing can go well for ( Read more... )

Well lets see where I can start form here one work suck but we all know that two I want to kill my car but I glad it works when it want to..I HATE WATER PUMPS And to the one I love I know I cant be there all the time and im sorry but you kow how I feel about your mother I hate the lady if I dont see her I cant lose it on her.. And soon we will be ( Read more... )

Well I know it has been a long ass time sent I have post on here..Well I still liveing I think two job can kill people but I will live..It great to see my kids when I do god know I love my kids and I dont get to see them all the time..But one day it will not matter we will all be togeter in are place...And to pains mistressI love you and will all ( Read more... )

well let see I know it been sometime sent I have put anything on here I dont know where to start at..Well it look like a nother HURRICANE has come and going I hope every one made it thought it ok with out any more damage..It is get to the poit of me hateing tree I hate hurricane as well but what can you do about it right...raivyn is doing good she ( Read more... )

Well it been some time seen I have been on here and put mine poor thought on here....Well Raivyn Elayne is now two weeks and 4 days old and I miss here every day I dont see here or muchen and my better half..

Well lets see for one im a new daddy and damm I got to watch my new baby child come out that was great to see..And it was a girl 8bls and 9zo...it is a great feeling to hold you new child in your hands..

Well let see here I dont know what the hell is going on with dysfunction13 lj for one I dont want any part of it as far as I care what ever it dose not mater to me..And for two I am much better off that I was before it took some time but im make it so please dont bring me into this I dont want any part of it..For once im on the right path and dont ( Read more... )

Well let see here for one Im now liveing with some friends and saveing for my own place ..With is a good thing and the best part is that my g/f that has my child mite be moveing in with me in here..I did not know how happy I can be..now for the mess up part I am now working 10 hours a day for 6:45 to 5:30 but that a good thing and get payed weekly ( Read more... )