trust me red everything is ending and though u dont care im going to post it here anyway so he never sees it, but so its not floating around JUST in me
i swear i love him with every tiny little thing.
now its waiting to be over a beating sickness is tearing through my bloodandheartandveins. nothing nothing nothing makes me want to do this BUT WE know that i have to because we told each other we would and i know (you still dont) "that its just how things are" "that you dont get everything u want" "that it doenst work out the way it should".
now, when its wrong again, i understand a little clearer every dirty but lost broken creature who once payed something to touch me or .... me. well we're both paying for it so we're both the bastardlosermotherfucker. so we both lost.
there isnt another word to say all i have is FUCK FUCK FUCK
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red
everything is ending
and though u dont care
im going to post it here anyway
so he never sees it,
but so its not floating around JUST in me
i swear i love him
with every tiny little thing.
now its waiting to be over
a beating sickness is tearing through my bloodandheartandveins.
nothing
nothing
nothing
makes me want to do this
BUT WE know that i have to
because we told each other we would
and
i know
(you still dont)
"that its just how things are"
"that you dont get everything u want"
"that it doenst work out the way it should".
now,
when its wrong again,
i understand a little clearer
every
dirty
but lost
broken
creature
who once payed something
to touch me
or .... me.
well we're both paying for it
so we're both the bastardlosermotherfucker.
so we both lost.
there isnt another word to say
all i have is
FUCK
FUCK
FUCK
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for ur space.
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<3 Ant
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your dad was mentioned in an article online
my mom randomly found it
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