About My HeartgreysayerSeptember 24 2005, 09:22:24 UTC
Ever see that 80s t.v. show "Beauty and the Beast" or listen to Andrew Lloyd Webber's "Phantom of the Opera?" Well, romantically I feel that's me all over. I always feel like people judge me as some big misshapen hulk of a man, when inside I feel more like a kitten. This constant misjudgment by my peers makes me feel like a freak and a monster, especially in matters of the heart. A very deep heart, by it's nature, will have some dark corners in it. I have been rejected countless times in my life, giving me a real Quasimodo complex. My friends all tell me I'm attractive, but all I see in the mirror is the beast, the wolf.
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This constant misjudgment by my peers makes me feel like a freak and a monster, especially in matters of the heart. A very deep heart, by it's nature, will have some dark corners in it. I have been rejected countless times in my life, giving me a real Quasimodo complex. My friends all tell me I'm attractive, but all I see in the mirror is the beast, the wolf.
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