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[gri_c]

i haven't updated in ages. i have a lot to tell you. but first

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[dburr13]

If it's real love David will pass the test...If it's not...you'll find out sooner or later...Don't be afraid to find out if your love is real...If he turns out to be someone you can't trust when you can't keep your eyes on him...Well it's much better to find out now...then it is to find out after you get married...

btw...I was thinking of you yesterday...wondering where you have been...I guess i felt the disturbance in the force caused by this dilemma.

[gri_c]

Hey,

Yeah, you're right. I guess facing reality is just really hard sometimes.

I will update and read your entries - I've been super busy lately and haven't had much time to myself.

I like it you felt the disturbance - don't you just love the universe at times like that?

[dburr13]

I thought that it was amazing that you popped up on LJ the day after i wondered where you were...The universe is like Google!

[karemel_925]

Oh sweetie. I hate that feeling... and I know it all too well. No one can tell you not to feel the way that you do, but dburr is right - if it is meant to be, taking a new job (and one that sounds far more suited to your future career goals; I would love to do something like that!) will absolutely NOT stand in the way of that.

Maybe you're scared because new job means change, and change is always always stressful (even good change). I know, I know...you don't want anyone to just tell you that it's OK because he loves you... but it's TRUE! Hell, I'm on another continent and I can tell that! :)

You have David's full and undivided attention whether you're working at the same place or whether you're not. Those other gals can look all they want, and flirt all they want... the will never hold a candle to what you have, especially in David's eyes. I truly believe that!

[gri_c]

Thanks Karen, I think I have decided to go for it. I might not even get it. What happens, happens.