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I want to write journal but I don’t know what to say. I feel like I’m in bad place with dreams that just keep getting weirder and sicker. Every night for a wile now, I have been having some very crazy weird dreams. Ones that make you wake up and feel something that you never want to feel. I have been so tired lately and all I want to do is eat ( Read more... )

Well I’m here visiting a friend for the weekend and she is at work right now. I should have got the key from her so that I could have gone some were. I forgot when she was busily leaving for work. I want to go out and do something. I’m done with doing this internet thing because I can do that at home. I have checked my blogs, my email, and I’m ( Read more... )

Here I sit home on a Friday night with things I need to do but in stand, my mind is full, and feeling so many things right now. I got some great news today about a job agency talking to me on Monday but really had no one to share it with. I have so many things I needed to talk about and go over all the aspics because what if on Monday I get it. ( Read more... )

Hey well I should be sleeping right now but I don’t know if I can with all the wind sound coming in my window. When I was in the living room with the TV on, I didn’t hear it to I came into my bedroom to go to sleep. It’s the second week in April and we are getting some weird weather today. It was cloudy, and cold first then started to rain, ( Read more... )

Ask your self this when fear touches you in some way that shatters all hope of trying to move forward and you tried everything but you effects are shot down. What would you do, how would you feel, could you ever believe in anything better, and do you know what I’m talking about ( Read more... )

My mom the other day got me thinking about something that I have been trying not to think about but today I can’t shake it. She said something about my unemployment and me having trouble finding a job I might have to move back home. But, this time I don’t know if I can do that. There are so many reasons why ( Read more... )

Well for a while now I have been waking up feeling all gassy burping every morning. This has been going on for about a month or more. I never use to burp without sprite but now I just wake up in the morning and burp. I don’t really understand why either. I get 6 to 9 hours of sleep a night, don’t drink alcohol before bed, try to eat right, and ( Read more... )

What is there really to say? Everything in my life is the same jobless, boyfriend less, happy, and at the same time can’t get my last guy out of my head. I should say couple. He is even getting into my dreams. He is in my thoughts when love is talked about and I really feel that I do miss him. Why after so many months is it that I am still ( Read more... )

I don’t know what is fucking wrong with me and I don’t the medical dictionary with me because it’s my parents. It has a section on different charts that can help you deiced if you need to call the doctor and how fast. I love that book it makes me feel better and it has been right so far ( Read more... )