Yes, I have finally reached the age of 20. Honestly, I never thought that I would reach this age. I've been through many obstacles in my life, but none have stopped me in reaching this great number of 20. Now who do I have to thank? First, I want to thank God and Jesus Christ for giving me another year of life included in the first---bur certaintly ( Read more... )

Several hours ago, I reached a boiling point of sorts. I wanted to break down, so I went outside and went somewhere secret to shed my tears. I consider it a nervous breakdown, because everything that I've gone through---whether physically or mentally or psychologically---just brought me to my knees. So I sat in a secret location to weep...and weep ( Read more... )

...things have become worse for me. I reached an enlightenment of sorts today. I was walking around the dorms and campus of FIU, and I saw some girls in bikinis. When I got to the pool area, I saw a lot of them in the open...and there were guys with them. That made me realize again what I've been missing out on ( Read more... )

Today was a downer for me. Remember that girl that I cuddled with two weeks ago at the Lobby? Well, we reconciled, but now she's taken. All I could think of at the moment when I found out about this is...a mixture of sadness and anger, and what to do. She told me that I was still her buddy, but that didn't cheer me up that much---though it did in ( Read more... )

Last night, I had this dream about this girl that I went to class with during my first semester at FIU. She was probably the closest friend that I had during that time. She was the first person to tell me about Avenged Sevenfold, and they sounded good when she put some of their music on for me to play. She was a cool person, and a beautiful girl. ( Read more... )

So today I got my Driver's License. I can finally do things that guys my age do, including hang out with friends more often and hang out with girls ( Read more... )

So yesterday was the four-year anniversary of thr beginning of the War in Iraq. AS the years have gone by, I have gone from a blind supporter of this war to a questioner of it ( Read more... )

...I'm now feeling hissy at the moment. I don't know exactly why, but I'm feeling hissy. Let me examine some causes ( Read more... )

So this year's been mostly good for me, as I have stated before. Yet, when it comes to girls, I want more. What I'm trying to say is this: one day I was cuddling with this girl and I was happy because I hadn't done something like that in a long time. Then, after she left, I went somewhere else and I saw this other girl that I've known ever since ( Read more... )

So I had this dream where I has half of my left arm. I was an amputee. It seemed realer than any dream I've had in days...something random ( Read more... )