frustrated
I've been finding myself a little on the world rather than in it of late. I can't seem to feel truly happy, truly alive. Mostly lonely and nervous about mundane things like money and my car. I keep kicking myself for not doing more, but that doesn't seem to make me DO any more. Am I really just being too hard on myself
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I keep kicking myself for not doing more, but that doesn't seem to make me DO any more.
Preach it, sister. This is so tough, in my experience it's like different parts of your brain trying to duke it out. :( I wish I had a way to make it more endurable or even to fix it, but I've yet to discover that particular elixir and/or fountain.
The many trials of NaNo! To be fair, most people I know who do it spend the entire month either shut away trying to finish it or spend all their free time bitching about it, but then once the month is over they practically sing about how great it was for their creativity. I hope you get the up afterwards!
Oh sweetness, I wish you wouldn't hate yourself ever, but I know that's not something you can control. I suppose I just want to say that any decision you make about your body is the right one, because it's your body. *hearts ( ... )
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