This weekend was lotsa fun. Friday night Dana and I went to Sarah's and we went to Bounce, and then to Roseto's, then back to Sarah's. I finally made it home yesterday morning around six thirty, slept til eleven thirty and then went to get the pics developed and run errands with my mom. I wanted a shorter barbell for my lip piercing, and mom went ( Read more... )

Last night Dana and I went to Nick's because we were gonna all go to TransFamily with him. We hung out for about thirty to forty five minutes waiting on his former roommate Tara to show up so she could go too. But the whole time I was standing there with Nick, it just became more and more weird to be there with him. I definitely don't want to be in ( Read more... )

Does it ever fucking end?? I'm so tired of being sad and depressed. I'm tired of being lonely. True, I'm never alone. Just lonely, and there is a BIG difference. My buddy Dana shows up at my door at exactly 3:15 this afternoon. We spent some time together today. She's coming over tomorrow night and we're going out to Bounce, maybe. At some point I' ( Read more... )

Otay, so I haven't updated in a few days. Tuesday night I stayed home and behaved, for the most part. Talked to my buddy Dana on the phone. Last night I went to Pennsylvania and back just for the hell of it. (haha Nick) Actually, I went to pick up my friend Dana who lives just over the border in Sharon, PA. It's about an hour from here. She's here ( Read more... )

Last night was lotsa fun, despite some minor bullshit lesbian drama. Why key the car of someone you don't know, just because they are friends with someone you don't like? That other person hasn't done anything wrong. That is ignorance and stupidity at it's best. *ANYWAYS* Carter and I went out last night and had a great time, I think. I always love ( Read more... )

Oh, my sweetie, you're breakin' my heart. I only wish you could see the beautiful person that I see. I wish I was there right now so I could just hug you and hold you til you felt better, no matter how long that may take. We'll wrap up in the purple blanket and just hold each other. You're such an amazing person. My life is better because you are ( Read more... )

I just returned home, and lo and behold I find a message from my Shane waiting for me. YAY!! That just made my whole night, thank you!! I went out with Kelly, Jo-Jo and Tiffany tonight. Tiff brought her best friend Shelly. I'll be damned, that girl looks like NICK!! Kelly told me that before she got there, and I couldn't believe it could be true, ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking happy. I just talked to my brother who lives in Atlanta. He's coming for a visit next month. I'm so happy I could cry. I haven't seen my brother in almost a year and a half. His birthday is next month. He'll be 27. I just hope that one of the weekends he's here isn't the one when I'm supposed to go to Pride in Canada with a group of ( Read more... )

It breaks my heart to lose a friend, but if you want to act that way, then you never really were my friend, were you? It feels liberating to cut ties with you Nick. No more drama, thank god. That crying routine you pulled on the phone yesterday was just that. There was nothing wrong with you. You do that to be dramatic and get attention. Amber hasn ( Read more... )

To NICK: you need psychological help. You told me how you felt, yet didn't wanna hear how I felt. You couldn't take it. Throughout all your lying and cheating, you never once stopped to acknowledge how I felt. You don't care. You're a self centered asshole. All you are concerned with is you, your cat, and occasionally your latest fuck buddy. I'm ( Read more... )