at around 1 i went to Andres house. He showed me the funniest shit. www.homestarrunner.com You can write emails to this guy and he responds and its funny. Its kinda like SmartChild on aim but he actually talks back ( Read more... )

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i wanna yell so loud my voice box explodes, make fists so tight my hands bleed. I want to break down and cry. I want to burn myself untill i cant feel the pain. Life fucken sucks and it seems like this is the only fucken thing i can turn to. I want to lay on my bed and listen to TBS on full blast until i put myself in a dream state. I want to drown ( Read more... )

Me and Jordan are argueing right now cause he thinks i eat underwhere somewhere. OK, now hes telling me to tell you guys the joke...no.
Nothing happen today. Im finally home, no more sleeping out. I dont have anything to do tonight cause...i dunno. Um, I got high-nothing new.

Im finally out of Yolandas but now im staying with my G-ma. Its pretty kool, well...better ( Read more... )

I went to a punk show last night. Brian picked me up with 2 girls. Jordan came. We were trippin put in the car cause we were faded and it was a long drive. Well, 20 min. It was alright. I think Brian likes Jordan but thats supposed to be a secret. Palisade was the band we saw. They only played for a bit but we stayed for a while cause one of the ( Read more... )

Yeah...sooo what, im faded. I have been for the past few days. I guess i dont have a reason to quit...at least not untill the school year starts. I gotta keep up with all my honors classes. I stop taking my medicine, too. Who need anti-depressants anywayz? Fuck, my mom is gunna be mad. I always put myself into these positions ( Read more... )

Day 1 ( Read more... )

OK...so maybe now is the last time. Its 11:05 (PM just in case you were woundering), i have my semester exam tomarow for World History at El Co (which, by the way, is only 1 question that has to be writtin in around a 5 page essay...did i mention i havnt sutdied?) I have a problem eating. We'll at least when im sober. Every time i try to eat i gag ( Read more... )

SOOOOOOOOO...heres where it begins, huh? Ive recently come back from Military School from the great and proud state of TEJAS!(let me mention to read that in Texan(look, they even have their own langueage)) Shits been going down. My hommie got rolled up by his mom last night while he was at my house. His mom was snoopin. How much trouble can you ( Read more... )