i miss you mark.

[griffluvr]

going through old lj posts i came across a lot of stuff that i wish i hadnt. i instantly regret it. the past really sucked and i cant let go of it as is. one post really stresses me out and confuses me beyond comprehension. i wish i could forget everything that has happened but maybe i wrote everything down so that i wouldnt make the same mistakes

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[supermanz]

I miss you to Jax. A LOT! I feel like a total douche for not meeting up when you were IN MY FREAKIN CITY! Work and whatnot is a really shitty excuse. And I'm moving to North Carolina next month which is going to make things tougher as far as me getting home. I really should have taken off from work and come to your party. I was thinking about that the whole time I was at work. I don't know when I'm gonna find the time to come back to NY but you will be the first person to know (well, maybe Scott will be but you'll be next!) because it's been too damn long.

[griffluvr]

i miss that first summer we were friends. when it was just you, and crazi carl, and jen, and me. i cant believe that was 2003. 8 years ago! yikes, times fly.

and im a jerk cuz i should have went to the party you had when you were up here. i could have easily stopped by after softball and the bbq we had but i was tired. def not a good enough excuse.

how close is north carolina to atlanta cuz i really want to plan a trip there.