I have been going through a phase in existence when ( Read more... )

How do you thank your family, your homeland for what you are?

Well....how does a blade of grass thank the sun?

---Yao Ming
Houston Rockets.

Yadi tor dak shune keu na ase tabe ekla chalo re...

- Rabindranath Tagore.

Don't fret precious I'm here,

Step away from the window

Go back to sleep

Safe from pain

and truth

and choice

and other poison devils,

See, they don't give a f**k about you, like I do.

Ive been getting calls and reminders all over the place from dear friends to report back that im still living. and i cant seem to be able to gather the time or courage to dust off the cobwebs and send out a holler. I just wanted to tell u guys im out here dealing with shit i feel i would deal with much better if i had u guys to kick some sense up ( Read more... )

Update:

Grabbed research with the Gamma Ray Burst group at KU. Will start taking first steps in research.

Slow GRB

Exploding Star

Anxiety....

Excitement....

Hope....

Bought books:

it hurts but the company on chilly, drizzling Kansas nights is mesmerizing

Frank Miller's Sin City Series:Set me back by a good 80$. But I guess I love noir too ( Read more... )

A friend of mine decided to put me out of the 'misery' of being single by offering advice on women. I was amused to say the least at her attempts prophesising a golden lovelife rich with chocolates, strawberry and rugrats. Apparently, my problem is I idealise too much, set impossible standards and so I end up miserably alone. But I listened ( Read more... )

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Another Blog.....just for kicks....

Event Horizon

All are welcome.

There is no divinity I recognise anymore. There is only causality...but no divinity.