This is a useless self-martyrization. Perhaps if you stop to think about it, the fact that you can see human faults shows that humanity is not this overgeneralization you think it is. Don't blow things out of proportion.
And since you do see this, the question is: "So what?" What can you do? Will your dislike change any of this? How does your shunning of others ease this horrible vision? Of course you can freely choose to make your life harder, to only look at the dark side, but why? What can be gained from always seeing the bad things? Will it make you a better person for it? Give deeper insight to yourself?
I guess that sometimes people learn best when they've been allowed to fall and hit rock bottom, but if you're waiting for revelation to strike, I only hope it comes sooner rather than later. I don't think your current viewpoint is very pleasant for you as it is.
Always seeing the bad things keeps you prepared for the worst. Keeps your hopes low, so you don't fall far. The lower you fall to, the deeper the respective introspection, the more you learn. At least suppose to be like that, otherwise one gets stuck at the bottom. My viewpoint might not be pleasant for me, but at least it sees through some of the fog.
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I am here again. Welcome home.
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And since you do see this, the question is: "So what?" What can you do? Will your dislike change any of this? How does your shunning of others ease this horrible vision? Of course you can freely choose to make your life harder, to only look at the dark side, but why? What can be gained from always seeing the bad things? Will it make you a better person for it? Give deeper insight to yourself?
I guess that sometimes people learn best when they've been allowed to fall and hit rock bottom, but if you're waiting for revelation to strike, I only hope it comes sooner rather than later. I don't think your current viewpoint is very pleasant for you as it is.
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