I'm a fucking retard...
Been playing BioShock, and i'm 99% done with the entire game, i've "rescued" (Read, ripped out the Sea Slug from their tummies, mwahaha) ever Little Sister, gotten every weapon, researched every enemy, etc. Done EVERYTHING but beaten the game, and found the last Power to the People machine. (For those of you who are not familiar, BioShock is a First Person Shooter, and Power to the People are machines scattered throughout the game which you can use to upgrade your weapons, IE more damage, bigger clip, faster firing, etc.)
And I can't fucking imagine where the hell it is...
So after spending a couple hours looking for it yesterday, and a couple more today, deciding there may not be a final one I go to look it up online, rather than spend all day searching through every level looking for it.
I go and find the GameFAQs walkthrough for it, and realize I had actually gotten the most secret, uber one by not doing the not so obvious thing at one point, and then doing the really obvious thing later on. Though I did read that I had missed the one from a previous level that I had sort of rushed through, because I really hated the level design. (It's fugly and zerofunTM, compared to some of the other levels, at least IMO.) Though I realize now it was one of the areas I had thought I should return to, to search for the last PttP machine, and now that I did just go look up where it is I feel shitty, aka depressed. It's what I refer to as "crashing", when i'm in a relatively normal mood, and then poof! My brain just snips the flow of happy juice, and i'm down in the gutter again. Le sigh...
So now I sit and write, instead of playing the game i'm literally maybe 1 hour from beating, that i've been playing the last 2 weeks. When things like this happen I have literally insane thoughts, like how I should delete every single one of my saved games, and play through the entire game again, on Hard difficulty, to redeem myself. If you've ever wondered what "crazy" is, have a jaunt through my mind.
SO...i'ma go grab another Eve and, er, another Mt Dew Voltage, and go beat BioShock. Hope y'all are doing ok, thanks for those who showed up on the 4th. To those who didn't, I hope you had a good night anyways.
Love & Peace,
Will
Edit: Meant to post this yesterday, but forgot, oh well.