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[grinningrobot]

I'm sorry for the emo vomit earlier. I've just been very sad lately. Very very.. very very sad lol. I don't get emotional often (like never) but when I do I can visit some very dark places in my mind. I don't like being sad or mad and I don't like crying but all I've been is sad, mad, and crying for the last few days lol. Understandable I guess

Comments

[snala]

It is not completely hopeless. Just because a cure does not exist now, does not mean that one will not exist tomorrow

[wrldendswithyou]

love ya kelli.

im wishing i could hug you \(-"-)/

and u have no reason to say sorry. u can always "emo vomit" netime, cuz thats wut friends are for.

take care

[kigeni]

I tried to get a hold of you while I was in Southern California. No go. :(

[shatteredvirus]

Right now I really hate my body and I hate myself. I'm having trouble accepting that I'll never be better. I'll never be cured.

Sorry, but this hits home. My mom wanted to be cured, she would do anything because all she wanted to do was live. If only she had what you had instead. Then she'd still be here.

Make all the emo posts you want. I make enough of them myself, especially now-a-days.

[saitenyo]

Hey, no need at all to apologize. This is your place to vent and this is a major thing you're going through. You're entitled to as much venting as you want. And on top of that you're trying to take proactive steps to do what you need to do, which is awesome.

Having food ideas really helps change your perspective on a restricted diet. I love eating too, and I actually have developed a love of cooking simply because I've found it's fun to make stuff up with what I have at hand and then discover it tastes good. You may eventually find yourself feeling the same way, getting excited about trying new ways to make food interesting with a limited diet, especially once you get the hang of what you can eat that tastes good. :)