I can't seem to get to bed before 4 these days. R.A. training is kicking my butt, hard. It sucks horribly. I hate it. Nothing is right. No one respects us. No one asks our opinions. They just boss us around like our jobs don't matter. Shit that ( Read more... )

Having blind faith makes life easier to live. I think I've found peace. You helped me get there but not believing the same way I did; you forced me to explain my own beliefs, helping me realize so many things. I will never forget that. We talked, you listened and yet I could still never make you see things the way I did. I'm glad you're still you ( Read more... )

Boston was amazing. More than I ever expected it to be. Future pictures on facebook, hopefully ( Read more... )

No one cares. Why do I even bother.

I used to pride myself on being able to speak my mind and not care, but now...in certain situations...I can't seem to bring  myself to say anything that I'm feeling or thinking. I'd like to think its because I respect the people I'm with too much, but I really know its because I'm afraid of what happens after I ( Read more... )

On Monday I start my summer internship number 1...working at WSFA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm so excited. Wednesday I met with a producer and walked the building, meeting everyone from photographers and other interns to show producers and anchors. Pretty exciting. I'll go into work at 2 p.m and go out with a reporter for the ( Read more... )

So far, 3 A+s,  1 A, and 1 A-...a fucking A-. Whatever. Going to try and finish my magazine today. Hopefully it will work. Meeting with a boss sometime today or tomorrow. I've watched three movies so far: Catch and Release, Alpha Dog and Because I said so. Life seems to be going no where. I talked to a friend today,  the only person who knows what ( Read more... )

Right now, nothing scares me more than Saturday. How could I possibly be looking forward to summer? It's my doing; this I know. Still, this sucks ( Read more... )

I'm thinking about mailing a postcard into postsecret. I've got a couple good ideas ( Read more... )

I really wanted all A's this semester. My GPA could have used the boost. I just finished my IR exam and I'm not confident at all about that grade. I probably studied for 5 hours straight. One more testament to the cosmic forces that keep me from ever getting all A's in college...damn damn damn ( Read more... )

I am more ready than ever to go home. It feels like centuries since I've set foot in my own house. I love Tuscaloosa and hate it in the same breath. I need to go home and rest for a few days ( Read more... )