Thinking too much makes my brain hurt

[grl2sweet07]

Tonight has been a night of thinking for me. I have spent a lot of time in my room or in random rooms of the house just thinking tonight. I have thought about a lot too. I have thought about friends, guys, family, and my life. I have thought about everything you could possibly imagine. I dont even know where the heck to start. I have a lot going on

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[jess_luvs_u04]

well i have thought a lot about all of this and what you told me and if ya'll did have sex then you know that was in the past and i have to think about our future!! But he tells me that you are lying to me and that your just messing with my head! i really don't know what to believe all i know is that he is my husband and i should believe him!! I really hope that i'm doing the right thing here! Thanks for telling me everything but it just confused me more than anything! But i do know that i'm going to be more careful from now on!! I really wish that none of this would have ever happen between you two! And what has been floating through my mind is why after you knew that we were together did you still kiss him and stuff! I mean you say that you felt bad but i don't see how you could feel bad and still kiss him even right before he left to marriage me! Please explain that to me! I guess you couldn't have felt too bad because after you meet me you still messed around with him!! i know that you say that you loved him and all but knowing