Carla left today and it really sucks. These last few days that she was here were a lot of fun. We had a great time together and it was fun to have a friend to just talk to and that would listen. Its nice to know that someone out there actually cares about everything and its nice to have a "two way" friendship, ya know? She is honestly someone that ( Read more... )

Well lets see here...I have 11 hours and 42 mins. until I need to pick Carla up from the airport and I am so excited! I havent seen her in forever and I am totally stoked! This week with her here will be so much fun. She makes me smile and we just really have a good time together!

Well New Years sucked as I thought it was going to but its okay, I ( Read more... )

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I havent updated this thing in forever. Well lets see here...Christmas has come and gone and well, it was good but I just wasnt in the Christmas spirit this year. I dont know why but I wasnt. I didnt even buy anyone presents, just Josh B. My grandma has been here for almost 2 weeks and it has been good. I havent seen her in 5 years or so. She ( Read more... )

Hi! Okay so I opened my email today and there was an email from Josh B. It was the coolest thing ever, it was a picture of him (his christmas card) in Iraq infront of this booth looking thing that they must have made for everyone to take pictures with for their families. Its really cute! I love it. It sucks though cuz I know they'd all rather be ( Read more... )

So yesterday was December 17th and it wasnt as bad as I thought it was. I only cried one time, I thought that was pretty good. I am not going to get into it much, its just that it is my past now and now I can look ahead and start my life over pretty much. George is my past and that is how it will stay. I am so glad he is gone and forgotten, I feel ( Read more... )

Christmas is almost here! I am so excited, I love this time of year. Just the feeling about it all makes me smile, although this year a lot of sad things have happened and although the only one person I would want to spend Christmas with cant be here, I still find it in my heart to smile. I am so thankful for everything I have and it just makes me ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday and well, it sucked. The day wasnt bad, I woke up not feeling well at all and then just kinda hung around till Kristen called me and wanted me to go eat lunch with her and Guy at Applebees. We did that and that was fun, I love that chick. Afterwards Kristen and I had to go register for school, that took us about an hour cuz we ( Read more... )

This week has been the hardest week by far in my life. I have been through so much that I wish I hadn't been through but then again I am glad that I was a part of it. I have to say, my best friend is the strongest person in the entire world. She is so brave and so strong and I love her to death. Kristen Marie, you are so awesome and I am so proud ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning to my phone ringing and guess who it was?! Yep, JOSH B! I miss him so much and it felt so good just knowing that he was alive and okay. I can not wait until he is back here. He said that he isnt going to stay another 7 months so I am half way done!!! Can you believe that? They've been gone almost 4 months so only about 3 1/2 ( Read more... )