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Happy Easter to all
It's Easter morning and R woke me up with Buttons in bed to cuddle with and informed me that there were 6 eggs hidden downstairs for me to find. He also made me coffee ( Read more... ) -
rare photo!
I was going through my pictures on my camera and I almost forgot about this picture of R. This was taken the night before we got engaged. He was beaming, and I was making fun of him saying that he looked guilty of planning something and I was right!
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Another reason I hate going out!@
so I went to the party... I had an okay time and then wanted to leave.. (stayed 11/2 ) and then my boss harrassed me about leaving and insisted I have another drink and she quickly grabbed the waitress and ordered another round. This is why I never go out with the people from work, they don't let me just have a drink and be on my way, I get ( Read more... ) -
Zen Bagel, Addiction Poems from my past..
zen bagel
I discovered
the zen bagel by chance
on my last vacation
out south
Contemplating over
a bagel I spread the
cream cheese with a plastic knife
and became seduced
by the tracks
the blade made as
I spread it out from
edge to edge
a few minutes later
and after some care
and meditation in my
cream cheese raking
I finished by putting
in the final touches ( Read more... ) -
Poem for R
I found this poem I wrote about R on my computer.. must be at least 4 years old.. hahah Pert .. he doesn't use Pert anymore!
bad habit
I'm a bad habit
he admits
if he comes near me
he breaks out in hives
and his breathing
becomes constricted
but he still comes
over with laptops
and cases of coke
distilled water
and pert shampoo
in a lime green bottle
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perfectionsim, a stumbling block
so I had a little breakthrough at the nutritionist last night. My whole perfectionist way of thinking is and has been effecting my eating. Now I know why once I mess up in the day I just continue to spiral down because in my own stupid little head the day is ruined and you can't start over until the next day. I think i would be lots lighter if ( Read more... ) -
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ahh the snow..
R and I have spent the entire day taking turns shoveling!
and we still cant keep up!
What's the weather by you? -
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I am very proud of myself. I have been really utilizing lots of new ways to think about weight loss and nutrition. My nutritionist/chinese medicine doctor really has been encouraging me and helping me see things more clearly. She recommended I read Thin for Life by anne M. Fletcher and its really amazing ( Read more... )
