I just want one day, perferably a Friday, where I can leave school, walk home, and have nothing to do afterwards. And I want someone to be there when I get there and we go do something fun, but like I know they're going to be there, so its something I look foward to. I'm just sick of rushing and working and learning...and kind of feeling lonely ( Read more... )

Housekeeping ( Read more... )

I love my new livejournal layout so much ( Read more... )

I quit smoking. Well, I kind of quit smoking. I quit buying cigarettes and greatly decreased my intake. I bummed approximatly 6 yesterday. Three from Matt, two from Paula, and one from Sarah Ghadulah (who I have since apologized to for punching her a month or so ago). But I'm still an addict...I still crave. I pick out the not-smoked-to-the- ( Read more... )

If there is one postitive thing my ex-roommate Rachel instilled in me, its that the internet is ideal for obsessive people. Her internet obsession research sessions usually consisted of google image searching Dave Mathews Band photos and recipes for pot brownies. I like to think mine are little more obscure, however, I know they are just as ( Read more... )

Three times in the last week we found ourselves sitting on a single bed, without question drunk, counting the money in our wallets deciding if it will get us to Vegas. It's not really the money though. There's money. It's time. No time. No time to drive to Vegas and back. But what if there was??? We'd be in so much drunken trouble.

Slowly but surely things are coming together in a way I find fitting and optimistic. Lorenzo is well again (he was very sick, and severly visits to the vets and me basically nursing him back to help with force feeding he is his old sassy self again). I finally got my texts book in the mail and I am almost all caught up on my late work. Matt and ( Read more... )

Phrases like "worth the wait" and "give it time" are fantastic fillers when giving advice to other people, but when it comes to your own like they just don't accomidate the way they should. Instant gratification is inherent in our genes. Why do people always take the lump sum when they win the lottery, knowing full well they'll get more if they ( Read more... )

Matt and I broke up via telephone while I was in Arizona for my Grandma's post funreal happenings. I blame it on birth control and lack of communication. But we are still talking and hanging out, and I am forgiving him for his horrible timing, so we shall see. Five or six months is usually the duration of my relationships, but I sincerely think ( Read more... )

My Grandma died on my first day of school. Which is strange in the respect that my dad died on my last day of school last semester. What a begining and an end to a summer, eh? So the first weekend of the new school year I will be flying to Pheonix to bury her.
And you wonder why I'm not myself?