Rebecca, my sweet bird of asparagus, are we breaking up? Do you wish I'd ( Read more... )

My father died a week ago and I still struggle to regain my footing. I don't cry uncontrolably, or scream at night, or hate the world. It isn't like that at all. It's more of a hollow feeling. A sting of guilt when I leave my mother's side. And from time to time I forget, then remembering is harder. And everyone keeps moving in swirls or ( Read more... )

I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who was there the last few days. I am blessed with amazing, selfless friends, and so is my mom. We are both so appreciative and grateful to all of you who held our hands and kissed our cheeks when we needed you most ( Read more... )

I'm going home now, atleast until Friday, maybe longer.
Take care of Ypsi for me.

When everything else stops going your way its almost inevitable that other things will align in your favor ( Read more... )

I cried so much over Jacquie leaving. It's weird, only knowing her for 9 months and trusting her with near everything. I told her last night that she was like the big sister G-d never gave me and she said she thought that was funny because even though she's 4 years older she forgets, and thinks I'm the older one ( Read more... )

Everyone leaves.
And its irreversable and unstopable and unexplainable,
but it's there, always there.
So I told you I loved you, and you understood.
Maybe that's all I can want.
Take some part of me with you,
so I have something to come after you for later.

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No one takes pictures of me anymore ( Read more... )

If I were dying I would want to do something great ( Read more... )