Teenage heck!

[grndayfan4eva]

I recently went through a bunch of my emails sent to me on Myspace. It's a semi-surreal/painful thing to go back through and relive your past in the written word. If you've never done it.. I wouldn't suggest starting. I am hugely obsessed with how the past shapes the way that things turn out. I don't like the idea of living in the past but for

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[nostalgia__]

I think I vaguely remember hearing about the whole gay thing. Or maybe that was all the bullshit with Amanda and Katy that I'm thinking about. I can't remember.

Anyway, I sometimes torture myself and live in the past by occasionally going through old LJ entries, Facebook messages, etc. I almost always feel like an idiot, but I try to tell myself that the past is the past. That's definitely easier said than done, but for the most part I'm glad to have learned from my mistakes in the past. I guess you can look at past relationships as practice so that you know how to act when you meet the person you truly want to be with :]