i have like a half day left, even though im gonna probably go back and clean out my locker. but yea even though i know i should study and work on my paper, im gonna go skating and finish it up later tonight(sorry mrs. brooks,i love you). but at least it will be done. im gonna miss you kids, some more than others but it has been a great year so ( Read more... )

i took my first exam today, no studying and i got a 91(because im smart joy). im really excited cause i dont have to take my math exams, but i have to take english and i also have a paper due that i have done very little work on. but its ok im not one to worry. in other news i had a hair on my chin that was visible but i pulled it out cause it was ( Read more... )

i have 3 more days then im done with highschool, im done with the lame kids of JCA, im done with getting turned down by highschool girls, im done not being enough of any certain thing(sports,school,etc.). soon i'll be working(once i find a job,cross your fingers for me), im hoping i can find something i can enjoy. im really looking forward to it ( Read more... )

skating makes all my problems go away, its the best thing since sleep for calming me down. no matter whats bothering me serious or small it all seems to melt away when i put my skates on, its like free therapy. i dont even mind falling down its just something else to think about that keeps my mind off the bad things. the scars might seem ugly to ( Read more... )

its the day before the play which will not be very good i fear. but on a brighter and darker note ive only got 3 days of school left maybe 4 no more JCA(junk crap alabama)for me kids. but as much as i hate that place and so many people within its walls a selected few make me wish i had a little more time. you kids know who you are, and i love you ( Read more... )

yo kids its me Bob your friend the loser from JcA, i dont really have much to say exept that now at the end of the year same as all my journals i wish i had done things differently. but oh well like they say "you can never go back" even though i would really like to there are so many things i would change. but on a slightly happier note i got a new ( Read more... )

yet again im back with another word this ones a lot simpler and right to the point. so yea same as last time put the word(afraid)in the blanks spaces provided, its like a really easy puzzle that tells you how im feeling ( Read more... )

why do i continue to try so hard only to fail at every turn? what is it that makes me want to help people when i'm not even sure they want to be helped? why do people change? why is life hard? why do people make it harder? why are some people more easily influenced than others? why are there more bad options than good? why are there more bad people ( Read more... )

todays journal is brought to you by the word Pensive,because thats how i feel right now.basically what you do is put the word(Pensive)in the blanks. this journal was inspired by the most magical of pimps and pearliest of girls. and if you think this is lame it is and so am i but i'm mad bored so here goes ( Read more... )

well im still cluttered with thoughts that i cant seem to get rid of or get in order. but i did come up with a couple of things one is that i think i'd like to be a stand up comedian, i know thats really not much to aim for but i could change my mind but for now thats what im thinking. and the other thing i have is another question...what is it ( Read more... )