Oh man, this post reminds me of Arend's posts. I am glad you're doing good, the internet ruins my life a lil too..we are supposed to make websites for ourselves and I am just not good at that (but I will do it!) Are you home, is it the most beautiful place on the planet? Are you eatin' mashed tatters?
I am okay, tired, I want my babies. All my babies are coming to see me in 5-6 days! Well, some of my babies, you will be at home and the Sams are in school or whatever. I am just like crying inside sometimes because I am so scared of not doing the best thing I could be doing, or like scared of failure. I am scared that my fantastic plan to go to college and be a normal kid is going to fail. I got really mad a Virgina Wolf last night and was a little too harsh on her during English today. Mostly I miss my old life. I miss everything.
There are good things here, I just don't know who to share them with. I hope the holiday is relaxing for you and not to weird. Casuse I know sometimes it is hard to go back.
Aww Sarah, I am not home yet but I will be back on Wed, I am so excited about going home you have no idea how much I miss Texas right now. I miss everything about last year, the irony was that i was so convinced that what i was doing was unproductive when in reality Texas was the biggest inspiration that I have ever had. People say that San Francisco is full of culture and art but all i see is people getting fucked up, all the art gallery's seem to be plagued by post modern bull shit and everything here is fucking ten dollars, Im building a bike, I need to be building something right now so a bike just made sense.
I miss the sun. I am not worried about the holiday I think that mostly I am afraid of going back and how I am going to feel about it all afterwards. I need to see you sometime, I might just have to come and visit you in the windy city. please keep in touch i miss you all so much. Tell danny i say hello and that i miss him as well.
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I am okay, tired, I want my babies. All my babies are coming to see me in 5-6 days! Well, some of my babies, you will be at home and the Sams are in school or whatever. I am just like crying inside sometimes because I am so scared of not doing the best thing I could be doing, or like scared of failure. I am scared that my fantastic plan to go to college and be a normal kid is going to fail. I got really mad a Virgina Wolf last night and was a little too harsh on her during English today. Mostly I miss my old life. I miss everything.
There are good things here, I just don't know who to share them with.
I hope the holiday is relaxing for you and not to weird. Casuse I know sometimes it is hard to go back.
All the love,
Sarah
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I am not home yet but I will be back on Wed, I am so excited about going home you have no idea how much I miss Texas right now. I miss everything about last year, the irony was that i was so convinced that what i was doing was unproductive when in reality Texas was the biggest inspiration that I have ever had. People say that San Francisco is full of culture and art but all i see is people getting fucked up, all the art gallery's seem to be plagued by post modern bull shit and everything here is fucking ten dollars, Im building a bike, I need to be building something right now so a bike just made sense.
I miss the sun. I am not worried about the holiday I think that mostly I am afraid of going back and how I am going to feel about it all afterwards. I need to see you sometime, I might just have to come and visit you in the windy city. please keep in touch i miss you all so much. Tell danny i say hello and that i miss him as well.
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