Comments | grotesque_slant: Uh...Life sucks?

grotesque_slant

Uh...Life sucks?

Nov 20, 2006 16:52

One problem solved.

Another issue pops up.

I overcome a HUGE mental unsablity that's been a problem my entire life.

Then someone can so easily go back and rip open all those scars again.

I'm questioning that friendship.

I wanna know where I rank with that person.

I'm scared though.

I don't wanna be hurt again.

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heyoh hostileneko November 22 2006, 17:48:28 UTC

i hope that's not me... dear god, i haven't done anything bad that i'm aware of!!! *glomp* i'm happy you got over that problem there, i'm very happy!!! Love you a whole lot my smexxxy lady... i'm back on here so message my or sumfin ok?

~Drea

grotesque_slant November 25 2006, 04:02:14 UTC

*blinks* Actually ( ... )

hostileneko November 28 2006, 01:36:33 UTC

i wasn't hiding that from you megan... i was just so caught up in other things at the time, that i totally forgot about it b/c i wasn't to proud of that situation. And to be honest, yeah i wasn't probably gonna tell you, i wasn't to happy with what happened, i was ashamed and embarrassed and didn't want to tell you b/c i didn't want you looking dwn on me and being angry at me, b/c you are my world babe, you are one of my closest friends, i've told you things i don't normally enjoy sharing with the rest of the world, i look to you for all my guidance, i trust you and your judgement b4 neone elses, including my own!!! i was upset upon reading that comment, actually it pissed me off in ways you couldn't believe for multiple reasons, one being that in a way, you had hurt me, hurt me deep and bad. to know that you think such badly of me, and think such things like that, hurt me. i'm sorry if this seems all weird and what not, but i feel the need to explain this all to you b4 you go and read my emotional break dwn and think i was 'attacking ( ... )

grotesque_slant November 30 2006, 02:56:23 UTC

What to say...

I'm uncorfortable saying anything on this subject on LJ. If you wanna sort this out it best to do it in person so the dinner would be lovely, even if it was just hang, I wouldn't mind.
I dunno if you wanna still sort it out though but I'd just thought I'd just put it out there. Honestly, what you said in that post hurt alot and still does. What you said here though in the comment means so much to me, I really wish somehow I could express how happy it makes me but I can't find words strong enough. I can't tell you enough how sorry I am that my last comment hurt you, it was never my intention. Just for the record, I'd never look down on you, or think anything badly of you. No matter what descions you make, I'll always support you. I hope you remember that, m'dear.

Now it's time for me to collapes and get some rest.
Loves you lots ♥