The language in the dimmer rooms ( Read more... )

I skip school to play in the puddles.

Everything about today was so beautiful

They held each other and kissed and pushed each others darkness into the corner, believing in each others light, in each others dream.

As it stands my heart decided to bleed and it came out through my nose. The jazz music in the backround makes me feel a little full inside. I never dreamed the end would come so easily this way.

The story ends here. Im nothing more than a stupid drunk. Im horrible in my actions that she is ignorant to. Fuck all these stupid feelings that i am numb to right now. I.never needed any of this.

After all that..come to find out that shes out of town.

Im one of those annoying people who has everything. My purse is my world. my dad told me not to go out at 330 to visit my friend. Im waiting for him. He ditched me tonight to go to a party. I can hear my dad snoring upstairs. It will be easier to go away from this room when im done waiting. Whenever that is. God. Have i broken it already?

Sometimes i really dont think i can get through this.

conversations with cops make me queasy.