and the number 2 damn long since i got any real play ( Read more... )

what the fuck was i thinking..staying up till 6 AM when i had to be here at work by 9. that silly little crack-head just wouldn't shut up. As he left he went into the closet which is right by the front door. it was funny cause sometimes when i'm drunk i do that, and i've been living in this apartment since may. my roomates have been telling me ( Read more... )

back at work today and it feels good. suppose i should actually have any money? the negative kind does not count ( Read more... )

My cello teacher is my absolute idol. The devil would have my soul in one hot minute if i could then be just like my teacher. Riding the train to west concord (on the other side of the tracks) and waking up just in time to catch the stop. i always do that like a clock. though i do feel bad. i just happened to have a really good playing day. ( Read more... )

This has been a hella crazy week. I've been getting up every morning and going to the gym for a couple hours. I got frank to tag along with me this week so the time went by fast. In other moments of productivity I practiced (which i have been neglecting for this entire summer ( Read more... )

Make it stop!!! For the past few days both my intellect and emotions have been in warp-speed. It makes me act crazy--out of control. If only I could talk about what has been bothering me. But what do you do when resolving your own problems could result in hurting a person you love? It doesn't seem fair that I can't get over it, and yet it ( Read more... )

HEY LJ ( Read more... )

i hate it when people think they have you nailed...but really they have no fucking clue.

hmmm..i don't get it ( Read more... )

i just want to shout out to my friend AISLINN! i am so happy for you. you've been waiting for a long time, and it thrills me that things are finally starting to work out ( Read more... )