Wow, that sounds so much like me. I remember my life; the partying, drugs, etc. but what I remember most is being so lonely and lost all the time until I gave myself to the Lord; it was the most wonderful, whole feeling that I've ever felt in my life. Nothing here could touch that high.
Yeah, thinking back on everything there were huge feelings of loss and lonliness and I really just wanted something - ANYTHING - to fill it out, there was a point where I fully just shut off from what I was doing. I belived that it wasn't affecting me for a while... Life without consequence... There is NO such thing!! :p
I've been fine... I got baptised about a month ago, which was AWESOME Things have been a bit dry though, It's verging on me WANTING to go out and party and stuff (a part of wanting to do that, is so I can feel something again...) but the one thing stopping me is knowing what the consequences are. I've fully come too far to let myself fall like that
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How have you been?
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I've been fine... I got baptised about a month ago, which was AWESOME
Things have been a bit dry though, It's verging on me WANTING to go out and party and stuff (a part of wanting to do that, is so I can feel something again...) but the one thing stopping me is knowing what the consequences are. I've fully come too far to let myself fall like that
Anyways... how have you been? :)
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