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so yeah... it's been a few days. i guess my jobsearch was on monday and it's almost sunday now (ok so technically it's sunday). the bastards at factory card outlet didn't call me back after a DOuble interview. can you believe that? fucking ghey. I guess it's a sign that i shouldn't waste my time there.
I have a half assed resume now. I'm waiting to get something better from my mom's friend. (resume wise)
yeah, so the job search didn't really turn up anything promising enough that so that i could be employed right now. if they would spot me 3 months and 3 days... I could work at a gas station or a 7-11 but no. FUCKING AGE THING COMES INTO play i fucking hate being ALMOST 21. FUCKING HATE IT!
especially since EVERYONE i talk to is 21 now... (around here i mean) or... they live around the world where the age is like 19 or 18 or nonexistant. Lucky bastards.
so yeah.
if you can't tell. i'm...
-bitter
-bored
-tired
-worried
because i don't have a job.
i'm also pretty pissed about the wrecking of my laptop that occured last night. my fault, but yeah
glass of milk got dumped INTO it... shorted it out or something. fucking gay. so... right now i'm on the family pc that is in the basement... that is rarely not in use by SOMEONE in the family. yeah lame.
yeah the only positive thing that i can think of going on right now, is that my mom bought fruit the other day.
i'm broke.
my family is broke.
i'm tired.
i fucking need a job, and the fucking assholes all act SOOOOO fucking interested until the get you to reply to them and then NOTHING. i swear that companies take pleasure in jerking people around. and no, this isn't about starbucks being assholes, it's like 3 other places since then that acted like they were going to fucking throw themselves in front of trains to get me to work there.
BUT NO. it's all a fucking act. FUCK THAT SHIT.
GAH
i don't have money to go to shows. i don't think i even have enough to buy the matches cd on tuesday, fuck dude.
seriously, it's all rant in there. here's a recap.
- pissed about not having a job
- pissed that i spilled a full glass of milk into my laptop (frying it)
- pissed that companies jerk me around and act like they wanna hire me, then they just don't.
- pissed that my blood pact (alk3) shit didn't come yet and people that ordered after me already got theirs... yeah... ok so what if they just randomly started filling the orders? and by the time that they DECIDE to fill mine... OH NO 7"s left
(if you didn't understand, you're a douche)
FUCKING GAY!
yeah. that's about it.
it's bitterness
and if i hear about fall out boy from one more person i'm going to literally cut them.
p.s. this is me making my journal friends only, so yeah... i was in the process of making a cute friends only image and then the milk spill happened... so yeah... after this my journal is friends only (meaning you have to log in before you can read) so yeah. i might make some cuts too. *shrug* say what you want.