I sighed and leaned back in the computer chair, rubbing my eyes for what has to be the billionth freakin' time in the last day. I still haven't gotten around to talking to Julia yet, but I haven't really decided on what to say. I know Carly's talked to her, otherwise she wouldn't be so obviously staying out of my way.
That's not what I wanted. I just didn't want to answer questions for a little while. But I can't have it both ways, so I've stuck by it until I know what to say.
so awesome dude: When we go, do you think it's gonna be weird?Oh come on, I avoid questions I don't know how to answer, and I get them anyway? Leave it to Madsen. Christ
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Daddy isn't acting mad. That's good. I don't want him to be mad at me. He's already sad. Getting him mad too would make me sad, and Mommy wouldn't like it. And I'm not supposed to do stuff that Mommy doesn't like, because Mommy is tired because she has to take care of my little sister.
Mommy and Daddy told us that her name is Lorelai. I like her name, but I don't want to call her that yet. She's not even here yet.
She shouldn't have a name until she's here. We don't know if she looks like a Lorelai yet.
What if she looks like a something else?
"Want me to tell Uncle Madsen you say hi?""Yes, please
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"Nothing?" Oh, come on. I know better than that. That's like Carly trying to tell me nothing's going on when something obviously is. But she doesn't look like she torched anything, so I'm not worried about trying to get the real reason out of her.
I'm pretty sure I already know what it is. And I'm definitely sure that I'm going to have the talk no matter what, and now would probably be a good time to get it done, before I worry her anymore than I already have.
"I was in my room playing with Alice and Melinda, and I wanted to give you a hug."Yeah. She's trying. A lot. I need to get this done
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"Well that's good, actually. You've got good timing, I was just thinking about needing a hug."
That makes it okay that I came in here. Mommy doesn't want me to bug Daddy, but if I'm being a big help the way she said I could be, then nobody is going to get mad at me. All I did was give Daddy a hug. He likes those. He says he needed it too.
I'm glad I came in to see him. He's still acting sad, but now he's sad and getting hugs. Its more better to be sad and getting hugs than to be sad and not getting hugs. And I know that Mommy gives him hugs too, I saw her do it when I was playing in the living room. Maybe if we both do it, and Junior is nice too, then Daddy will stop being so sad.
"Do you remember Uncle Ryan? You met him a little while ago. He's my friend, and all your uncles' friend.""Yeah." He went to school with Mommy and Daddy, and Uncle Madsen, and Uncle Johnny, and Aunt Noelle, and Aunt Gina, and Uncle Nick...lots of my aunts and uncles went to school together. "He was nice when he came to see us
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i am sammy: Right there with you.
I sighed and leaned back in the computer chair, rubbing my eyes for what has to be the billionth freakin' time in the last day. I still haven't gotten around to talking to Julia yet, but I haven't really decided on what to say. I know Carly's talked to her, otherwise she wouldn't be so obviously staying out of my way.
That's not what I wanted. I just didn't want to answer questions for a little while. But I can't have it both ways, so I've stuck by it until I know what to say.
so awesome dude: When we go, do you think it's gonna be weird?Oh come on, I avoid questions I don't know how to answer, and I get them anyway? Leave it to Madsen. Christ ( ... )
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"I know."
Daddy isn't acting mad. That's good. I don't want him to be mad at me. He's already sad. Getting him mad too would make me sad, and Mommy wouldn't like it. And I'm not supposed to do stuff that Mommy doesn't like, because Mommy is tired because she has to take care of my little sister.
Mommy and Daddy told us that her name is Lorelai. I like her name, but I don't want to call her that yet. She's not even here yet.
She shouldn't have a name until she's here. We don't know if she looks like a Lorelai yet.
What if she looks like a something else?
"Want me to tell Uncle Madsen you say hi?""Yes, please ( ... )
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"Nothing?" Oh, come on. I know better than that. That's like Carly trying to tell me nothing's going on when something obviously is. But she doesn't look like she torched anything, so I'm not worried about trying to get the real reason out of her.
I'm pretty sure I already know what it is. And I'm definitely sure that I'm going to have the talk no matter what, and now would probably be a good time to get it done, before I worry her anymore than I already have.
"I was in my room playing with Alice and Melinda, and I wanted to give you a hug."Yeah. She's trying. A lot. I need to get this done ( ... )
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That makes it okay that I came in here. Mommy doesn't want me to bug Daddy, but if I'm being a big help the way she said I could be, then nobody is going to get mad at me. All I did was give Daddy a hug. He likes those. He says he needed it too.
I'm glad I came in to see him. He's still acting sad, but now he's sad and getting hugs. Its more better to be sad and getting hugs than to be sad and not getting hugs. And I know that Mommy gives him hugs too, I saw her do it when I was playing in the living room. Maybe if we both do it, and Junior is nice too, then Daddy will stop being so sad.
"Do you remember Uncle Ryan? You met him a little while ago. He's my friend, and all your uncles' friend.""Yeah." He went to school with Mommy and Daddy, and Uncle Madsen, and Uncle Johnny, and Aunt Noelle, and Aunt Gina, and Uncle Nick...lots of my aunts and uncles went to school together. "He was nice when he came to see us ( ... )
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