last night sucked. it was one of the hardest things ive ever had to do, but it was somthing that had to be done. i pray that i don't lose a friendship but i know its going to be hard. even though this all hurt so bad i still feel like it was the right thing to do. i love all my friends they mean everything to me. pray for the future.

my heart has sank to the bottom, but i am stonger than anything that stands in my way and i will climb back up again. God give me the strength!

maybe not, goodnight to all and to all a goodnight

i think im going to quit attempting to write in this, cause i don't think anyone even reads it.

tonight was a crazy night of metal and that's all i have to say about that.

...The sword will devour till it is
satisfied,
till it has quenched its thirst with
blood... -- Jeremiah 46:10

i wish i didn't feel the way i do right now, but i do. yep...i hate him!

im tired of fake people (one person in mind)

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i am so blessed to have such great friends. the guys in the band make me laugh so much and ive never had so much fun making music before. i also have a lot of friends i wish i got to see more. sorry to those of you im talking about. well our first show is tomorrow and i can't wait to shread, or at least try!!!:) im gone to get some beauty sleep... ( Read more... )

merry christmas to all my friends, i love you all!