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[grrl_in_a_cage]

not much here.....it's 20 to 8 in the evening and i can't believe it's still 30 f'ing degrees outside...it's going to be a hot summer and i am going to have to kill myself because i hate hot summers

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[lobsteriffic]

my nephew is obviously a vampire.

you should go to the dr. about this period thing. it can seriously fuck up your bone density and i want you to be healthy.

and i know what you mean. i've lost 50 lbs since feb. '05 and i still think i'm fat. i've lost 15 lbs since october '06 and i think i look fatter. and no matter how much i lose it isn't enough. why can't we just be happy with ourselves?? i took a picture of myself awhile ago to see if it was just my mirror that was making me look fat and i burst out crying when i saw it.

but don't worry, i'll see you in a bit and i'll tell you how amazing you look...i haven't seen you in 6 months so i'll definitely notice. it's hard to see these things on yourself.

[grrl_in_a_cage]

i'm going on tuesday....even though i won't be able to sleep in then and that makes me very cranky (lol) but this is more important than getting 10 hours of delicious sleep

today we bought bitey those little rawhide sticks...he loves them! he carries it around and gnaws the crap out of it....hopefully he won't chew the cage now...or me for that matter

[anonymous]

have to second the doctor idea. we want to keep you around and non-dying for a while yet. also, since you see yourself everyday, you're not going to notice a whole of change yet, its gradual for you (but everyone who hasnt seen you in months will see a huge difference). plus i think you'll feel better when you buy new clothes. or just stay away from the scale until you go back for official weigh ins. if you dont focus on daily results you might feel better. although i love you lots anyway. even tho you always fit into pants.

dawn