I, on some level, feel really stupid for wanting an engagement ring so badly. because why do I want it ( Read more... )

I'm totally in love with this new (to me) song: "Clumsy" by Fergie.

I've been pretty much playing it on loop since I got ahold of it. I like to do the robot and or fake pop and lock during those beginning robot beeps.

I am really annoyed right now. I'm trying to change the habits I grew up with and compromise with Trevor about going out so much (I don't make enough money to go out as much as I'd like - and he's a hermit anyway) - but it just seems like I can't win ( Read more... )

I really want to get custom beer cozies as favors for the guests for the wedding, and trevor, at first suggestion, was just not having it. but that's just because he hadn't seen this: http://www.kustomkooziesonline.com/wiki. ( Read more... )

we've decided (I think) to have the wedding on a Monday due mostly to cost-effectiveness issues. I'm increasingly worried about this decision just because it may mean that some of our invitees won't be able to make it. So many guests (especially on my side) are coming from out of town. I know my parents and grandmother will make it work, no matter ( Read more... )

"I feel like my own personal quality of life is hanging on by a thread right now because everything is wrong but one thing. and that one thing is SO right that I don't understand why it can't just be enough and why I can't just be happy. as is ( Read more... )

I need a one-stop shop for this wedding ( Read more... )

I feel so alone sometimes, and every place is the same thing with a different name. I want my friends near me, please.

Trevor is in such a sour mood. I don't mind it as much when there's some clear reason why/possibly remedy. It's really just unbearable though when I feel so powerless to help him feel better. He's hot (it hit 95 degrees today and we don't have air conditioning). He's tired (long day at work where the air conditioner broke down and the server blew ( Read more... )

I don't have much to say ( Read more... )