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Jan 21, 2004 17:21

lately i've been thinking heaps about bridget. i can't believe she's dead. its weird. there's so much i wish i could of said to her before she did it. i dunno.. i know she wasn't happy on this earth. its just weird to think of all the time we spent together and now she's gone. i don't think i'll ever get over it. when we broke up it really was such ( Read more... )

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ashenleaves January 21 2004, 06:40:53 UTC
You know, when I read stuff like this, the first thing I think of, is not something comforting to help you feel better, its all that christian dogma about suicide that was forced on me. -sigh-

Im sorry, Im not meaning to talk about me. I had a friend die not to long ago too, he didnt kill himself, but he went swimming and I guess he got heat stroke and died. He had two daughters and a wife. My grandma told me about it, instead trying to make me feel better, she preaches to me.

Im sorry bridget is dead. I tend to like reincarnation, so if its true, like i would like to believe, she is somehwere on earth again; or will be. :) -hugs-

If you didnt live in the us or I lived there, I would say you could call and talk if you needed too. heh.

--Ashley

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notaprettygrrrl January 21 2004, 07:07:24 UTC
yea man, that kinda thing is hard...i kinda went thru the same thing you are going threw when Shane killed himself, i kept thinking what if i would just stayed around, and what if this and that..it can make you crazy...its weird what a person killing themselves can do to the people around them...its like you think you understand fully what suicide is, and then someone you are close to, or once close to kills themselves..and its like FUCK woah...its so surreal...just like when you think of all the time you spent with them..all your memories and then you think about them dead...and it just doesnt seem real at all...its like fuck idk its just so weird

but hey at least it wakes at least a few people the fuck up...idk

i know this isnt much of a help...im just talking...just ment to say i know what ur goin through and im sorry n all...yea

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babeoftheabyss January 21 2004, 08:37:18 UTC
A girl I knew hung herself awhile back.
We had fallen out of touch for a few years.
I started having weird dreams about her, then I found out she had done that.
Worst of all, she made it so her teenage son found her.
Life (and death) are weird.

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maz_ January 21 2004, 09:06:31 UTC
***Cuddles & Hugs***

...we have to catch up dude...take care...

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