sleep doesn't come easy.
for me at least.

i never fail to disappoint myself.

i should've picked a different song
one that could of displayed my voice better...

i feel like such a failure
it doesn't matter what the fuck i do

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i have two good things to talk about

A)i made the talent show :) it's next thursday, probably around six and you all should come see me. i'll be singing landslide.

B)i got the photography job. i start tuesday :)

maybe things are turning around????
we'll see.

i can't sing anymore.

i've lost it.

Looking for somebody's arms to wave away past harms.

shan ( Read more... )

WHEN AND IF I GET THIS JOB I AM GOING ON VACATION THE DAY SCHOOL GETS OUT.

EITHER NEW YORK OR POSSIBLY LONDON.
EVERYONE'S PROBABLY LIKE, "WOW THAT'S TOO MUCH YOU DUMB BITCH."
BUT REALLY IT ISN'T AS MUCH AS YOU'D THINK IT IS.

SOOOO IF ANYONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME OR PLAN A VACATION WITH ME IT WOULD BE COOL
I <3 TRAVELING AND I NEED TO GET OUT ( Read more... )

uh
i don't care if he molests little boys

i love MJ♥

the cellar door is coming up, coming up
and we've had time to lock it up, lock it up
i'm feverish i'm burning up, burning up
i pray to god there's time enough, time enough
you know that i love you
but now i just can't shut you up, shut you up
so now i'll have to chop you up, chop you up
and i'll just wait til i get caught