life goes on. one way or the other

At least I can still get drunk and feel infinite listening to Jesse Lacey.
Get my car Monday or tuesday. I'm gonna drive for hours and hours first night I get it. Might drive up to morgantown just to say HI

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DKj7kLQL7
www.youtube.com/watch

That last few nights I've listened to my recording of this before falling asleep and cryed. I can say with Confidence that summer (one after graduating high school). Was the best of my life I was so looking forward to ( Read more... )

I was thinking in the car about how I can barely remember what It felt like when I was with Emilie, the happy part of it. I'll never forget though exactly how it felt the day she left me and for the months to follow. I came to realize as humans we are almost programmed to be depressed, It's a survival instinct. When you get real sick from a certain ( Read more... )

alchol

Dear jesus,
 Can I go into a comma for about a month??? plz? 

I wrecked my brand new car today in my first traffic accident of my life. The person in front of somebody didnt signal and was taking the most random ass turnoff ever. I did a quick lane check, looked back over and the person in front of me was about 40 feet away and at a dead stop I knew there was nothing I could do.
My insurance premiums are gonna ( Read more... )

Beckley in all of its boredom is only helping further my nicotine addiction

Can one fucking thing in my life not disappoint me?

I'm not gonna get my bonus tell June because the guy supposed to do the paperwork didnt finish it before he left tell June.

Why do I fight battles I cant win?