If I died a week,
Would tear stains be found on your cheek,
Would your heart be full of dread,
And you, unable to speak?

If I died tomorrow,
Would you feel any sorrow,
Would you regret what you said?,
Maybe, if I was dead

If I died today, right now,
Would you care at all somehow,
Would my name burn through your head,
Would you hurt like I do now?

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I am doing nothing.
I am bored.
Because of it I go to bed early in the morning and stay up all night.
I am bored.
I feel left out.
I feel stupid, foolish and unloved.
I am too young to volunteer in all the places I want.  I cannot find a job because everyone else it getting one.

I can't find enough to do to keep busy.
Because of it I sperate myself.
I am ( Read more... )

Got a new icon. Y do all ya'll seem to like it? I wanna change it, soon...... Eric, will you email me pics of ,well, me, 'cuz it seems you are the only one in the world who has 'em ( Read more... )

WeLcOmE BaCk MASC PeOpLe (Jocie, Allie, Arielle, Christine, Tayla, and all ya'll others - O hoped ya love the mail!)

Okay, Wednesday morning (3 am) I had a manic episode.  It sucked.  I woke up a little later. I am on three different meds now.  It sucks too.  I am also having a hard time ~existing~ (to explain orally only)  So no statehouse then - ( Read more... )

So umm yeah. Rach called me. We got Subway.YUM! Ade wan't there, boo! Got ice cream and then walked to the park, but first we went to my house to get a spoon for my ice cream and rach had to go to hte bathroom. Right before I got inside, my dad shows up, WE GOT TO GO TO THE DOCTORS. I had to get blood drawn. Fun. My dad drove Rach and me to ( Read more... )

Got cool pics picked up today, funny. DID NOTHING. Listed all my colleges. got 5 top choices, 3 backups and 10 schools I like. TOP 5 (in no order) - Lasell, University of Hartford, Stonehill, Providence, and Sante Regina. ALl small, good schools. SOO excited, they are expensive BUT I can and HAFTA move away for 'em! 4400 is the BEST NEW SHOW ( Read more... )

What a good movie! Timmy Turner is cool.... ChEcK iT oUt!

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Yeah, Maura and Jocelyn fought online about how I should be treated - cool.  It was.....amusing, to say the least.  That was last night.  Also talked to Tayla about the play - finally someone else does work.

Today - Woke up @ 8, went to bed at 5.  It was fun, I, uhhh played soccer for 7 or 9 hours or something believable.  Then I got dressed, ( Read more... )

MAURA!!
Maura, Maura, Maura!
Maura, Maura, Her name is MAURA!!!
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Mau oh Maura, I said MAURA!!!
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Sinking, Sinking, Sinking ( Read more... )