Yet again I prove to myself I'm an idiot.

[grunald]

A friend came over that I've had feelings for since 10th grade, she is someone thats not perfect by any means, but I still had so much feelings for her

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[nosurvivors]

i am sorry for your paige kind of day, whatever that means. :\

[grunald]

it means liking someone and thinking something will happen, but it doesn't and then the cry and the feel lame part..

ur, yeah

that feeling you described...

[nikkik]

i know it all too well.

i'm sorry to hear about this situation....

it gets hard when we set our hopes on something, especially after we put our feelings aside and bring them back out again.

there probably was a reason for you having to go thru this, a lesson to learn. hopefully you have learned and won't have to repeat it...

unlike some of us stubborn ones...lol :-)

please stay hopeful...someone who appreciates you right back is out there...

~nikki~

Re: that feeling you described...

[grunald]

"someone who appreciates you right back is out there"

That is a dirty dirty lie of evil lieing.

Least thats how I feel at the moment about it.