wow...i love how 1 year has past and it seems like nothing has changed...i mean really i cant explain how it just seems like in the past year a bunch of shit happend good and bad and now im at the same fucking place...weird huh?...whatever its all just too confusing...and i kinda know what i need to solve it all in a sense...whatever...

i feel like complete and total shit...like seriously...i dont even know anymore...fucking GAH...band sucked ass tonight...the football game was pretty fun in the beginning and then we performed and township was gay and had to take most of the 3rd quarter before we could get food...so then we just sat there most of the 4th quarter and ended up ( Read more... )

its friday night...and i never update...so i figured do it randomly...life is so damn confusing...thanks cindy....but yeah so this week has been crazy...i got my permit fully so yeah im like totally psyched because my mom has been like...hey eric you wanna drive me here...and its cool because i feel like im closer to finally being able to be my own ( Read more... )

ok...so i know its REALLY weird for me to update in the same week let alone month... but im in one of those moods where i really just need to express myself in so many ways...but also in this entry im not using peoples real names because if they find it and they read it and find out how i really and truly felt then ill get the blunt of it...ok...so ( Read more... )

first off...i know i should update way more...but i wont...so yeah...i was watching fight club the other day...that movie is still so amazing...i find so much shit in there that just boggles the mind...and yes i did just say boggles...so yeah lifes just totally intresting...i cant really post what i wanna say because its totally opinionated and if/ ( Read more... )

my room is blue...totally...its kickass...ook me all day...but its finally done...oh yeah...im just without furnature for now...or till i decide to move it back...

i found a dead bird in my mowing the lawn today...in that 3 hour period i found a dead bird and a shit load of trash...the bird was fucked up...then my dad just took the lawn mower and made that motherfucker into a billion ass bits...fuck yes...

today was crazy...i started to paint my room...its like...ocean blue...i feel like im gonna fucking drown but whatever...itll turn out like i want it to...or ill learn to like it...meh...im pissing off erica...so much fun...shes uber cool...we have like the same taste in music i realized...or her taste is growing on me...less of a taste...more like ( Read more... )

yeah...im really fucking bored...its now june 17th...acording to my computer...but meh...i got 2 new cds today...i got Jimmy Eat World - Bleed America...its so good...its like a modern rock but light...and i also got metallica - some kind of monster...its like the soundtrack from the movie...i cant wait to see it...only 13 days now...meh...i really ( Read more... )

Yeah, im updating because im über bored...like ÜBER bored...but eh...ive come to the conclusion that im addited to alot of things...aim for one...more just computers in general...but eh...work is more boring than ever...right now all i have to do is wait for trotta to get out of his lake...then move labs...whoop dee fucking doo...i guess i have to ( Read more... )