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These are some poems that I wrote actually a long time ago, but I just found them on a disk. So here they are…
Without Me
The wind will blow you away
If you don’t stand your guards
To stand your guard
Will, of course, be hard
It might even be frightening
But you have to stand still
Through the thunder
And through the lightning
Stationary by free will
As long as you do this
You’ll be able to see
That you can do anything
Anything
Without Me
Something Out There
There is something out there
It’s calling my name
There is something drawing closer
It cannot be tamed
My desire climbs to the treetops
Nothing will be the same
There is something out there
It’s coming to take my soul
And I am the one to blame
I don’t
I don’t want to be perfect
I don’t want to be exact
I don’t need the pressure
I can’t live up to your expectations
Just leave me alone
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Laziness
Is under
Estimated
Why?
Why are you running away?
Why are you climbing out the window?
Why are you looking at me that way?
Why are you doing this?
Why aren’t you listening to what I’m trying
Trying
To say?
Why can’t I come with you?
Why can’t you stay?
Why do you pause?
Why the delay?
Why are you telling me words you know I won’t
Won’t
Believe?
“My dear, I love you. And I will be back. Someday.”
Here I Am
Here I am
Standing here
I’m ready for you
Come take me, my dear
You know you want me
I know you do
I heard you whispering it to your friends
But don’t feel bad
I want it, too
I’ve been aching for you so long
Now there you stand
And this is anything but wrong
I love you
Here I am
Essence of You
Essence of you
This is what I want
What I need from you
Open your heart to me
Reveal your soul
Pour yourself into me
I will become whole
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Tick tock
Tick tock
The day is young
My heart is old
Life around me is vibrant
Energetic
I am tired
They keep talking
I wish they’d stop
God!
Doesn’t anyone else think they’re being too loud?
Two Week’s Notice
Consider this my two week’s notice
This is my goodbye
I won’t deal with this anymore
I’m sick of you
Can’t be around you anymore
Consider this my two week’s notice
This is my goodbye
Mysterious
A dazzling light
A rushing wind
Glowing darkness
Still trees
Isn’t it
Mysterious?
Bam
There is a pain behimnd my eyes
Bam, bam, bam
It refuses to go away
Damn
I could swallow lots of pills
BAM!
But it would still be there
Confident of this I am
Piece of glass across soft skin
The pain is there
It’s growing deeper within
These last three I actually wrote today, though. :)
Untitled
I can’t rid myself of this feeling
No matter how hard I try
I can’t rid myself of this tension
Even if my mind lies
I’m sinking, sinking, sinking
Falling down so fast
Nothing is going to stop me
This breath will be my last
I don’t understand
I don’t understand why I’m different
I don’t understand why I’m less
I don’t understand why I cry
I don’t understand why I’m not strong
I don’t understand why I’m insecure
I don’t understand why I’m ugly
I don’t understand why I’m dumb
But I do understand why Mr. Right won’t come along
Loving You
Twist, pull, turning
Pure, unadulterated, yearning
Emotions spinning round wildly
Acting somewhat childishly
Wanting to be with you all the time
Wishing secretly that you are mine
Wanting you to know that I care
Waiting for the day that you arrive there
At the same place I stand
Loving you
Without Me
The wind will blow you away
If you don’t stand your guards
To stand your guard
Will, of course, be hard
It might even be frightening
But you have to stand still
Through the thunder
And through the lightning
Stationary by free will
As long as you do this
You’ll be able to see
That you can do anything
Anything
Without Me
Something Out There
There is something out there
It’s calling my name
There is something drawing closer
It cannot be tamed
My desire climbs to the treetops
Nothing will be the same
There is something out there
It’s coming to take my soul
And I am the one to blame
I don’t
I don’t want to be perfect
I don’t want to be exact
I don’t need the pressure
I can’t live up to your expectations
Just leave me alone
Untitled
Laziness
Is under
Estimated
Why?
Why are you running away?
Why are you climbing out the window?
Why are you looking at me that way?
Why are you doing this?
Why aren’t you listening to what I’m trying
Trying
To say?
Why can’t I come with you?
Why can’t you stay?
Why do you pause?
Why the delay?
Why are you telling me words you know I won’t
Won’t
Believe?
“My dear, I love you. And I will be back. Someday.”
Here I Am
Here I am
Standing here
I’m ready for you
Come take me, my dear
You know you want me
I know you do
I heard you whispering it to your friends
But don’t feel bad
I want it, too
I’ve been aching for you so long
Now there you stand
And this is anything but wrong
I love you
Here I am
Essence of You
Essence of you
This is what I want
What I need from you
Open your heart to me
Reveal your soul
Pour yourself into me
I will become whole
Untitled
Tick tock
Tick tock
The day is young
My heart is old
Life around me is vibrant
Energetic
I am tired
They keep talking
I wish they’d stop
God!
Doesn’t anyone else think they’re being too loud?
Two Week’s Notice
Consider this my two week’s notice
This is my goodbye
I won’t deal with this anymore
I’m sick of you
Can’t be around you anymore
Consider this my two week’s notice
This is my goodbye
Mysterious
A dazzling light
A rushing wind
Glowing darkness
Still trees
Isn’t it
Mysterious?
Bam
There is a pain behimnd my eyes
Bam, bam, bam
It refuses to go away
Damn
I could swallow lots of pills
BAM!
But it would still be there
Confident of this I am
Piece of glass across soft skin
The pain is there
It’s growing deeper within
These last three I actually wrote today, though. :)
Untitled
I can’t rid myself of this feeling
No matter how hard I try
I can’t rid myself of this tension
Even if my mind lies
I’m sinking, sinking, sinking
Falling down so fast
Nothing is going to stop me
This breath will be my last
I don’t understand
I don’t understand why I’m different
I don’t understand why I’m less
I don’t understand why I cry
I don’t understand why I’m not strong
I don’t understand why I’m insecure
I don’t understand why I’m ugly
I don’t understand why I’m dumb
But I do understand why Mr. Right won’t come along
Loving You
Twist, pull, turning
Pure, unadulterated, yearning
Emotions spinning round wildly
Acting somewhat childishly
Wanting to be with you all the time
Wishing secretly that you are mine
Wanting you to know that I care
Waiting for the day that you arrive there
At the same place I stand
Loving you