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Sep 14, 2011 16:52

[Character name] Lily Evans
[Age] 18
[Canon] Harry Potter
[Point in time taken from canon] Spring term of her Seventh Year.

[Background]
Her biography.

[Personality]
Lily is a damn feisty red-head. While she tends to be up-beat and friendly, there is a secret (or not-so-secret as the case may be) fire burning inside of her. When her buttons are pushed or her morals questioned, said "secret" side comes to the surface. Then and only then, the sweet, optimistic girl turns into a witty, sarcastic vixen. Once she is in her defensive mood, there are very few who can bring forth her softer side once again.

Yet her friendly and feisty qualities are only one part of her personality. Inwardly, Lily is a lot less sure of herself. She doesn't see herself as pretty or even attractive. Because of her insecurity, she can't see how James (or anyone else for that matter) could want her. (Thus why she probably never noticed Severus's crush on her. Because it was a lot more subtle than James's shameless declarations, she had no idea he felt that way for her.)

(Additional Note on Lily's Insecurity: It is my opinion that said insecurity (or, rather, obliviousness to her own positive traits) comes from her relationship with her sister, Petunia. Because she has been beaten down by her Muggle sibling for years, Lily has never thought much of herself. Yes, she can do magic, but she thinks that magic is the only thing she has to offer. (In many ways, her parents have been life savers when it comes to how confident Lily is in herself. But they can't ease the hurt Lily feels when she catches her sister's disapproving glare.))

In a nut-shell, Lily is a sweetheart with the heart and drive of a true lioness. While she may not know her full worth yet, she isn't afraid to face the future - whatever it may entail. All she knows for sure is that she will always fight for what is good and right.

[Lily's View on the World & Her Morals]
I feel like I should explain just how Lily views herself as a member of the Muggle and Wizard worlds. She will never forget her roots. Being a Muggleborn means a lot to her. While she will always feel guilty that she was blessed with her abilities and Petunia was not, she does not let that get her down.

Up until her Fifth Year, Lily put her all into learning about the Wizard world. She felt it would be rude not to pick up on the nuances of her new home. However, after her infamous fight with Severus, Lily lost some of her drive to reach out to others. Instead, she threw herself into her studies and spent most of her Sixth Year in the library.

However, around Christmas of her Seventh Year, Lily lost her parents. Distraught and feeling like she didn't have anyone to hang onto, she found herself being drawn closer and closer to James Potter. He was surprisingly supportive and kind. Additionally, it seemed like he had turned over a new leaf for her. Taking all of that into account, it's not hard to see why she loves him.

Lily hasn't changed. She doesn't find James's pranks funny or even mildly amusing - thus why James behaves himself when he is around her (supposedly). She believes in treating each human being politely - though, as I said before, Lily does have a fiery temper. If someone hurts her or her friends/family, she will stand up for herself/others. She also believes that Dark Magic - no matter what one uses it for - is wrong. (But she would give a bit of leeway to someone using it for self-defense. She just wouldn't be happy that they utilized such Magic.)

[Abilities]
Her abilities.

[Other important stuff]
Lily had a small crush on Severus before their falling out. That's why the end of their friendship hurt her so much. (There is one part in the seventh book where she blushes when he looks at her.)

[Sample post]
[First Person]
Its been a month and a half since -

Merlin, I can't even write about it. I don't suppose there is any reason I should. But -

I was here. At Hogwarts. Petunia probably hurt herself trying to send me an owl. Headmaster Dumbledore was kind enough to let me go home for the funeral, but I don't feel like it was enough. I should have been there when they passed. I will always regret that. Though Pot-James tells me not to be so hard on myself. When did he start making sense?

Anyway, I am dating the infamous James Potter. He has been very sweet, actually. It's just a little strange to tell him yes rather than not on your life. Saying no almost became a habit. But, I like him. At least I think I do?

No, I do. Especially after Quidditch Practice. There is something about male pheromones.

Speaking of which, I need to figure out what I'm going to wear for the Hogsmeade weekend. I'm looking forward to that. I feel so silly worrying about these things.

I'll write more later!

[Third Person] Lily lengthened her strides and rounded a corner. As soon as she had a certain messy-haired Gryffindor in her line of sight, she headed straight for him.

"James Potter, you are Head Boy! Shouldn't you know better by now?" she narrowed her green eyes and, calmly, brought her wand into view, "We are supposed to uphold the rules and set a good example."

The way he tensed and eyed her wand amused her. But then he started fiddling with his hair again.

Merlin, Potter. Stop being cute.

His explanation was obviously meant to throw her off. Nice try. Lily waved her wand in front of his face and smirked playfully.

"Don't make me deduct points from my own House." she lowered her voice, "Or from my own boyfriend."

The grin he gave her was dazzling and she felt her cheeks warm. Lowering her wand, she gave him a kiss on the cheek and stepped around him. Giving him one last look, Lily hurried towards the Library to get some studying done. Honestly, when would those boys grow up? Soon, they would be graduating and entering the Wizarding World as adults. They would also be fighting in a war, but she didn't like dwelling on that. No, she wanted to focus on becoming a Healer. That was her dream.

Which means I need to start studying now.

Upon entering the Library, Lily headed towards the bookcases filled to the brim with medical books. She slipped a few she hadn't read off of the shelves and carted them to a empty table in the back.

This will all be worth it, Lily. She told herself. Page one...

Try Two:

First Person: I cannot fathom how I will study for my NEWTs while I'm here. Is there even a library - No, scratch that. There is no way such a library exists here. [For the first time, being a witch is troublesome. Well, not for the first time exactly. Lily doesn't like to think about Petunia.] Perhaps we can collaborate our knowledge? I'm fairly handy in Charms, Potions and Defense Against the Dark Arts. I've begun cataloguing my notes on each subject, but I'm sorely lacking when it comes to Transfiguration and the rest.

[She inhales slowly, calming her prattling.] I suppose I'm nervous. I've been working so hard to become a skilled and practiced witch. [And sacrificed so much.] I...would be so proud to...

But I guess that won't happen here. [Her brow furrows and she closes her eyes.] At least I'm not alone. That makes it bearable. [A small smile touches her lips.] I only wish there was a way we could communicate with home and those we left behind.

Do they even know we're gone? [Lily gazes at the screen, transfixed.] I hope they don't. It'll be easier on them in the long run that way.

[Picking up her quill, she dips it into the ink well and twirls it idly.]

Tuney would think I've gone mad. Maybe I have? I don't rightly know anymore. [She brushes the feather across her lips thoughtfully.] I like to think challenges help us discover our inner strengths - as well as our weaknesses. All things considered, I think I've managed pretty well so far.

What about you? Do you ever think about stuff like that?

Third Person: Drawing her thick, red hair back into a ponytail, Lily surveyed the mess in front of her. She had, perhaps unsuccessfully, attempted to gather Potion ingredients to substitute that which her new home lacked. Now it was time to cut, chop, peel and pray that something good came from this endeavor. Inhaling deeply, she got to work, the steam from her cauldron causing any and all loose tendrils of hair to stick to her skin.

It took over an hour to brew the concoction. By the time she finished, she was sore and exhausted - not to mention, she wasn't certain what she had created. It was gelatinous and purple. It might even be alive.

"Merlin, what have I done?" she poked the mess with a spoon and wrinkled her nose, "I didn't mean to create you. Do you mind telling me what you are?"

The brew blew a big bubble in answer.

Charming.

"That's enough out of you." Lily used a pair of mittens to pick up the cauldron and pour the contents in the sink. The brew burbled as if contesting her actions, but she kept pouring anyway. She then washed out the sink and sat down heavily in a nearby chair.

"Try one: failure." she made a check in the air with her wand, "What shall I come up with for try two, hm? Something that talks, perhaps?" she snorted and closed her eyes, "If only Sev was -" she grimaced and cut herself off.

No, no no - she was not going down that road again. Their friendship had ended and now...he was much older. There was no way things could be repaired. But that didn't stop her from missing her once best friend. Who could possibly fault her for feeling that loss?

So what if its been two years?

Lily stood up and strode to the bathroom. She needed a distraction and she needed to be clean. Everything else could wait.

[Why do you want to play this character in Somarium?] I think putting Lily in the game will lead to a lot of interesting CR. I would like to figure out how she will grow and change to meet/overcome the obstacles put in front of her.

[Which rule was your favorite and why?] This one: keep OOC notes to a minimum. I've been in games where the OOC note is longer than the entry. That always seems a bit silly to me. (I also dislike it when people take the time to write part of an entry and then tell you your character can't reply to it in the OOC note. 8| What's the point?)

[Where did you hear about Somarium?] Dear_Mun.

[Any questions?] Not from me! But feel free to ask me any. :)

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