chanukah has been great thurs far. SO far, I have gotten ( Read more... )

Its been a pretty decent past few days. Yesterday i worked from 9-6 and during work my mom came in and bought me a pair of pin-striped khaki pants and two long sleeve shirts that i wanted, so that was really nice of her. After work i just chilled at home because i was really tired. People were still shopping at the mall at 6 because it was ( Read more... )

I started work today and had a 9 hour shift. It was long but I actually semi enjoyed it. I basically was greating customers and helping them pick out outfits for their teenage sons, which is always so much fun. Basically work rules my life for now, which is fine. At least it gives some sort of schedule and stability to my life, which would be ( Read more... )

home again home again. its weird to be home. does anyone else find that they become a different person around different friends? We studied this in AP Lang last year and it totally makes sense. Depending on who youre with, you change your personality slightly, so who is the real you? its weird, sometime you lose yourself. i miss people from school ( Read more... )

i feel like i go through an emotional upheaval whenever i go through a big change. This feels like the end of the summer and leaving camp yavneh. I don't want to go back there. i just don't know why and that is what makes me so upset. I miss my family and it will be so nice to be home for chanuka but I don't know I just like get anxiety when things ( Read more... )

is honesty really the best policy? ive been trying it out lately, and even though it gets awkward at times, i think it works. I was considering going to the store and buy a journal so i can write, and then i thought about just posting in here, i think written journals are so much more personal even though we try to makes these online journals as ( Read more... )

I'm in a weird place right now. Many of my friends have already gone home for break but I'm staying until monday because of work at Wicked. So it's really weird to be here without everyone. At least there are still a few amazing people here. So anyway, i might end up leaving before Monday, i have to make up my mind. Also im pissed because my ( Read more... )

So small craft warnings is over. The show went great, i was so amazed by the 3rd year ATs, theyre extremely talented. I can't wait to be in their position. I requested to work their show again next semester after they come back from london, but instead I'm working with the 2nd year ATs who are also really talented. Speaking of 2nd year ATs, i saw ( Read more... )

I'm so excited! today i went on an interview and im going to get the chance to work at the Bushnell theater during the wicked tour!! im working about 10 of the shows or something and ill be selling merchandise before the show and during intermission. I'll be making 10 dollars an hour and i get to see the show! how amazing is that? i think its a ( Read more... )

I'm so ready to go back to school. I'm sick of framingham. I'm sick of superficial people. I'm sick of people ditching their "friends". I'm sick of people who really don't care. I love school. I love my friends there. And there are a lot of friends here who i love so much and always will but for the other people around here, I just realize how much ( Read more... )